I always heard of the pain that comes when someone doesn't love you back.
But
No one ever talked about the pain of not being able to love them back even when you want to.It feels so so horrible, to be a philophobic
You want to reciprocate the care they show,
the love they giveto prioritize them like they do,
to be responsible to them like they are to you,to believe in them when they say they love you,
when they said that you are who they need in their life to make it beautiful.To enjoy their presence
talks
walks
and all other silly thingsInstead, your brain always ends up listening to your insecurities, that always reminds you
you don't deserve to be loved
you don't deserve to be cared
you don't deserve the affection
you don't deserve the respect
you don't deserve themYOU DON'T DESERVE A HAPPY LIFE
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Feelings that are never ment to be shared
LosoweThis is just a random poems just to let out that 2AM feeling out