pit

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Just a word, a word 
that's all it took for me to fall into that deep shit which took years to climb.

That pit of self-doubt, overthinking, insecurities, depression.

I can feel them slowly trying to crawl into my brain, slowly
making me feel all the things that I swear not to think about again. 

All my self-motivation to love myself, slowly melting away, 
The facade of 'all is well', slowly falling down.

I have heard many times that thoughts consume blood,
now I can feel them suck every drop of mine
leaving me with, again in loop of thoughts

but never peace.

but never peace

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