𝐌𝐘 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐐𝐔𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 6

A U T H O R's P O V

It's been 2 days since Arsam hasn't contacted her.

She is feeling bad that he didn't contact her.

She was hoping that maybe he would message her and tell about cookies. Did he like it or not?

She has so many questions.

But he is not there to answer her.

It's like the other day she woke up early.

And gets ready for her work.

After sometime she left her home and went to court.

She received a message from Arsam.

“Assalamualaikum”

She replied to his greeting.

He asked about her whereabouts.

He asked to call her.

I received his call.

“Jee bolein” I said with a composed tone.

I'm sitting in my cabin and looking for a file.

When he messaged me.

“Ap naraz hain?” He asked with confusion.

"Hume narazgi ka ikhtiyar nahi” I said in a normal tone.

“Khirad jitna ikhtiyaar apka hum pe hai utna meine khud ko bhi khud par nahi diya” he said with a hint of affection.

“Baatein acchi kar lete hain ap” I said rubbing my template.

“Khirad kya hogya hai apko?” He asked with concern laced in his voice.

“I'm fed up with everything Arsam, I can't be the first priority in anyone's life” I said my eyes welled up with tears.

“It's not like Khirad” He said with a pang of hurt.

“If you try to trust me i'll never break it i promise” He said more like stated.

“It's not easy for me to trust anyone, anymore” I said with a sad smile.

“Believe me it's easy. I'm sorry I know I didn't contact you, I'm at fault” He said in a pleading tone.

“Arsam, you know it hurts when you try to give yourself a chance but things turn out worse” I said stating my point.

“I know, baby. I'm sorry. I promise it will never happen again” He said his voice held promise.

“Fine. I have to go, I have a case hearing” I said and hung up the call.

I drank water to calm myself.

It is becoming worse.

I cannot demand someone to stay with me.

Khirad you don't need someone.