Idol [Lee Felix of Stray Kids]

01. real life

Hana had just put her 10 month old daughter for her nap when her phone pinged with a text. After making sure her baby wasn't going to wake up, Hana silently stepped out of the nursery while pulling out her phone to see who had messaged her. A smile instantly grew on her face seeing the familiar name on her screen. It was her boyfriend, Felix. Though their relationship has to be kept secret in order to protect their daughter. Felix is a member of the popular K-pop group Stray Kids. They met at The Fact Music Awards in 2019 where Stray Kids performed MIXTAPE #1 + MIROH. Hana was quickly enamored with the Felix the mejor she had seen him on stage with his members. His voice had been what had captured her attention that night.

They began talking that night after the show ended and didn't start a relationship until a year later and the rest is history as they say. Both members of BTS and Stray Kids along with their families had been happy and e cited for them but at the same time they were worried for what it may mean when STAYS' the loyal fan base of Stray Kids, found out that not one but three of their beloved idols were not single?

Two of them being Lee Know and Han—even though they show off their relationship their fans think its just fan service and they go along with it but for Felix and Hana they can't do that stuff because his fans won't bye it considering Hana was a photographer that worked with many celebrities including Stray Kids and BTS. And the fans had seen her interacting with Felix on many occasions before and had began speculating about what's really happening between them.

Shaking her head, Hana smiled as she felt her heart flutter as she read Felix's text. It had been a few days since they had last spoken, as his schedule with Stray Kids was always busy. She quickly typed out a response, her fingers moving rapidly as she expressed her excitement to hear from him.

Keeping their relationship a secret had been difficult, but necessary. Felix's status as a K-pop idol meant that any public relationship would be met with intense scrutiny from both fans and the media. Hana understood the importance of protecting their daughter from the spotlight, so she had made the difficult decision to keep their love hidden.

When Felix's reply finally came, Hana's heart swelled with joy. He had sent her a selfie from his dressing room, flashing a bright smile that made her heart skip a beat. She couldn't help but smile back, feeling a sense of warmth and happiness wash over her.

As the day went on, Hana found herself lost in thoughts of Felix. She remembered the first time he had met their daughter, how he had gently held her in his arms and whispered words of love and protection. Seeing the way he interacted with their child had only deepened her feelings for him, solidifying her belief that he was the one for her.

Later that evening, after putting her daughter to bed for the night, Hana settled down on the couch with her phone in hand. She and Felix had decided to video chat, a rare treat given his hectic schedule. As his face appeared on the screen, Hana felt her heart flutter with excitement.

"Hey, babe," Felix said, his voice soft and gentle. "I miss you."

"I miss you too," Hana replied, her voice filled with longing. "I wish we could be together right now."

"Felix smiled sadly, his eyes full of love. "I promise we will be together soon, Hana. I'll make it happen, no matter what."

Tears welled up in Hana's eyes as she listened to Felix's words. The love she felt for him was overwhelming, and she couldn't imagine her life without him by her side. They talked for hours, sharing stories and memories, laughing and joking as if they were in the same room together.

As the night wore on, Hana's eyelids grew heavy with sleep. Felix noticed her struggling to keep her eyes open and gently urged her to go to bed.

"I'll always be here for you, Hana," Felix whispered, his voice filled with conviction. "No matter what, I'll always love you."

Hana nodded, a sense of peace washing over her. She knew that their love was strong enough to withstand any obstacle, and that no matter what the future held, she and Felix would always find a way back to each other. With a final "I love you," she bid him goodnight and drifted off to sleep.

****

Two days later Hana was packing her and Charlie's suitcase since they would be flying to see Felix in Japan for Stray Kids' maniac tour days one and two. Hana's younger brother, AiDi, was also tagging along as he was on break from university.

"How long are we going for?" AiDi asked as he poked his head into Hana's room making the ten month old baby girl give him a toothy smile that he resigned, "well don't you look adorable you cutie pie." Charlie squealed and babbled as her uncle gave her his attention.

"We're going for a week," Hana said and AiDi nodded, "we would stay longer but you have classes and I have work."

"Did Jimin call?" He asked and Hana hummed, "what did he say?"

"That they're having their annual Festa Dinner Party and that they wanted me to be their backstage photographer," she replied as she folded Charlie's clothes, "he said that they'll be telling their fans the news of their hiatus."

AiDi nodded as he played with the baby in the bed, "is it next year that they'll be enlisting in the military?"

"I don't know," the photographer said and her brother nodded, "could be since he said that he's going into service in 2023 so I guess? Or they could be going on hiatus to focus on their solo careers."

Hana and AiDi exchanged a few more words when she packed before taking a break to feed the baby and prepare lunch for herself and her brother as their parents were at work.

"Have you finished packing?" Hana asked as she fed Charlie her bottle while sitting at the table across AiDi who nodded, "dad said that he'll drive us to the airport is make sure you ahead everything you need."

"I'll triple check to make sure I'm not forgetting anything," he said and she nodded, "you didn't tell Felix we're coming did you?"

"Nope," she replied with a smile, "so he's in for a big surprise tomorrow morning, when we show up at his hotel."

"It's crazy how you two managed to hide your relationship for almost two years and Charlie too." AiDi said shaking his head, "Stays will be shocked when the news comes out about you and Felix dating and that you two have a baby."

Hana shook her head with a chuckle as she can already imagine the fans reaction to the news that not inky was their factories stray kids member in a relationship but was also a father of a ten month baby girl. "Hopefully they'll be accepting of us."

"They will," AiDi said reaching over and giving her hand a light squeeze, "if they love and support Felix and the rest of the Stray Kids members, then they should also support their relationships as well."

Hana nodded as she looked down at the little girl that had been made with so much love and care between Hana and Felix and hopes that his fans will be supportive of her and their baby when they decide to come out and announce their relationship to the world.

"I'm going to put her down and then I'm gong to go finish packing," Hana said and AiDi nodded, "and you go make sure you've got everything."

"I will," he said nodding, "leave those there I'll wash them first before I go check my bags again."