maknae (BTS brother ff)

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Jm and jk went to their house . It was a silent ride. Only some little sobs were heard from jk . After they went in. Suga was sitting on a sofa in the living room . Jk ran towards him and hugged him . He started to cry .

Suga : *worried* what's wrong bub ? Why are you crying
Jk : *crying*
Suga : alright . I'm here. Calm down buddy . *Rubbing his back*

Jk fell asleep while crying. Suga laid him on the sofa properly with his head on Suga's lap. After jk woke up . Suga told him to take a shower and change . Kook did as said and went to Suga's room . He sat down beside suga .

Suga : now can you tell me what happened?

Jk started saying everything that happened but before he could finish the last sentence, suga slapped him . He can tolerate everything but not when it comes to him mom . She's his life.

Suga : how dare you talk to her like that ? Huh ? You wanna know about your dad so much ? Then let me tell you .

Jk was looking at him without saying anything. He didn't expect suga to tell him these so easily.

Suga : after our mother died. Mom adopted us. Then after 4 years , she met with your dad and they fell in love . He loved mom but not us . He'd mistreat us when mom wasn't around. Even though he acted all good in front of mom , she understood that we don't like him. So she never forced us to get along with him . Then after some years mom got pregnant. And all of a sudden your dad became a better person. A dad to us . He'd treat us like his own child. But eventually we got to know he's wanting a daughter. He's happy about having a daughter . Decided to accept us as his sons too .he used to say "I'll have 6 princes and one princess" Probably from the thought of having his own daughter. Then you turned out to be a boy . He asked mom to give you up for adoption and try again for a girl. He said they had enough sons. But mom didn't agree. So they broke up . He left mom , you and us . He's an asshole . He's the wrong one . Not mom .

Jk was a heartbroken. Suga hugged him .

Suga : mom didn't tell you cuz he didn't want you to get hurt . You should be grateful for having such a loving mother who gave you a wonderful life.
Jk : *nodded* is she ever gonna forgive me .
Suga : of course silly. You're her baby. She'll forgive you if you sincerely apologize.

They talked for a while. Suga comforted him and jk went to his room after a while. He started to feel insecure about people leaving him . He tried to avoid those thoughts but failed. Before dinner , he went to his mom's room (she's already home)
He knocked and heard a "come in" . He went in and saw his mom working . He stood near her .

Jk : momma , im sorry .
Mom : *no response*
Jk : mama , please . I apologize. Forgive me please . I'll never behave like that again . Please mama.
Mom : ......
Jk : please... Don't ignore me .
Mom : ok . Now leave
Jk : mama . Don't be like this please . I'm sorry .
Mom : I said leave , jungkook . Don't bother me . LEAVE
Jk : *flinched* d-do you also not want me like dad ? *Teary eyes*

He didn't want to say it but it slipped from his lips . He couldn't stop thinking about his mom abandoning him .

Mom : *shocked* why'd you say such thing ?
Jk : dad left me . He left you cuz of me . I ruined your life .
Mom : *stood up and cupped his cheeks* baby , what're you even saying ? You didn't ruin my life, love . None of these is your fault .
Jk : he wouldn't leave you if I wasn't born .
Mom : don't say that . He wasn't the right one for me . Glad that he left earlier . Don't blame yourself baby . I love you with all my heart .
Jk : I love you too , mama *hugged her*

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That's it . Well.. it's probably confusing that I'm posting two chapters in a day . I actually wrote these a while ago but the internet wasn't working.

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