THE MISTRESS (Ningselle VERSION)

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Ningning's POV

"Ningning. Please come. You need to eat."

"I said I don't want to! Why can't you fucking understand that?!"

"Ning, you're not eating anything for three days. Please don't starve yourself." Winter begged me. She's still talking outside that door. And yes, I locked myself in my room.

After Aeri left the house with her family, she returned all the things I gave her through a package and with a note.

Forget everything about me. Please let me live in peace.

And that's the cue that she doesn't want to see me ever. I wanted to see her because you know how stubborn I was so I went to the café but they said that Aeri turned it down because she sold it already. I asked her staffs if where in the world she is, they said that they didn't know. I also went to her other café in Ulsan but it's just the same situation. I searched Seoul for days but she and her family is nowhere to find. I used all my connections to see her but it's not that enough to see where she was.

I stopped searching for them three days ago because I felt tired. Want to say that I'm so dumb? That if you love someone, you shouldn't give up on finding her? Fuck. I know that, of course! I want to see her but there's a part of me told me that I should give her space she wants. Not that I'm giving her up because I won't and I can't do that. I would rather die than give up my love for Aeri.

I also began to drink alcohol every hour of my life. That's why Minjeong always knocking buy door, offering me something to eat and maybe she want to check if I'm still alive.

I walked towards the door the opened it and gave her a blank look. "Stop bothering me. I'm not going to kill myself."

"I know that, but can you at least eat something healthy? You've been drinking for days." She said, always worried about me.

I grabbed the tray from her ham and shut the door. "Never disturb me again!" I raised my voice and put the tray on the table. I won't bother to eat those. My body still finding all Aeri's dishes for me. My stomach want the food she cooks but now that she's gone from me, I don't mind not to eat.

I sat down on the bed and lit my 12th cigarette for today. I think I'm going to die with what I'm doing. I'm too dumb, right? That's what I deserve after fooling the woman I love because I was a jerk.

I want to see her again because I really hate missing her! My heart, my body and my mind were used that Aeri is always at my side.

I stood up again when I heard that someone's shouting outside the room. The voice become louder when it reached the other side of the door. "You shithead! Go outside and fight with me!"

It's..... Jimin unnie.....

"Don't be such a pathetic! Come here, you fucker!"

"Jimin-yaa! Stop that..." I heard winter said.

"No! I have so many words that I want to say with that liar! I've been stopping myself for weeks but i can't do this anymore!" She shouted again.

I changed my shirt and slowly walked to the door. But when it's just half opened, she pushed it and came inside to punch me as hard as she can. Ouch!

"Now, fight back!"

"Unnie, let me explain." My eyes can't focus on one thing. I felt dizzy and nervous at the same time. What's happening?

"How will you explain all the whole pain you have given to my sister?! She's suffering into Depression because of you!" She shouted and grabbed the collar of my shirt. "And if something bad happens to her, I will kill you!"