Mine only

Chapter 13 - In your arms

Alyssa's POV

I jumped into his arms pull speed, knowing he'd catch me as a tear escaped my eye. I knew he'd catch me. He'd always catch me. And after one tear came another. And another. And it turned into my embarrassingly bowling my eyes out into his shoulder. He picked me up and kissed me deep and rough. It felt real. It felt like love and desperation as he buried his tongue deep in my throat, exploring the nostalgic areas. I moaned into our kiss, and he smiled. After about a good 2 minutes, we both pulled away and started hugging again. I can't believe it. I haven't seen him in almost two years and a couple of months. And it feels the same. Passionate and rough.

We had the type of love that made you forget about everything else. You only focused on one thing; each other. And I loved it so much. I loved him so much.

"You don't know how much I've missed you." He kissed my knuckles and held my hand to his chest where his heart was. I even felt it beat since it was fast and erratic. I thought he would die any minute but then realised my heart was racing, too.
"I thought you were dead. Are you hurt? Injured? Sick?" I scanned him for wound, and he chuckled.
"I'm fine, princess. Just a couple of scratches." He eyed me as if he was trying to tell me how much he wants me.

We left. Together. I walked out of the base hand in hand with the love of my life. We walked to my house, and he smiled at me the entire time. He kissed my head, and we laughed about memories. When we got to my house, I realised what a mess it had been. He walked in and looked around, noticing the large amount of dirty dishes, clothes, and food everywhere. It's clear I've not been out of bed for a while.
"Yeah, I've not been motivated." He looked at me worried and pulled me onto the couch onto his lap, and I sat on top of him, my hands on his chest. I caressed his muscles and realised he has gotten very buff and muscly from the exercise in the military. I love it.

His hands rested on my waist, and he looked me into my eyes.
"Be honest...are you okay?" He asked softly. He's never spoken this gently before, even to me. He looked like he really missed me and worried about me.
"I am now. It was difficult being so far from me, but... now I'm fine." I said with a soft exhale. He looked reassured and calm now. He looked at me, his eyes filled with desire and lust.
"You're so pretty. The pretty of them all. Did you know that? And you're mine too." He smiled. Before I could say anything, he interrupted. "I wanna make love to you. I missed you." I thought he'd never ask.

I quickly took off my shirt and started ripping him off his. He smirked and played with my bra strap while removing my joggers. I unbuckled his belt and took him out of his boxers, latching onto it with my mouth. He gasped and moaned loudly. I'd never heard him so vocal before. He had his head thrown back, and his eyes squeezed shut, but his mouth was gap open and moaning loudly. He must've very much missed this.

He pulled me up and kissed me, his tongue choking me as he reached it far down my throat. He then pulled me closer and started kissing my neck, leaving red marks and hickeys. He was already a sloppy mess, his tip driping with pre cum as he looked at me desperately. I was fully naked now as he tear off my bra and panties, and he slid into me with a loud gasp. My head shot back as he put himself ball deep inside me, and my nails dug into his chest. He moaned shamelessly and loudly. He was even louder than me, and I was a mess, too. He arched his back deeper into me and moaned my name.

"Ugh...Alyssa...Ngh....Fuck." He was rolling his eyes back when I realised he didn't have a condom on.
"Oh god, Enzo. Don't cum inside..." Too late. He came into me with the loudest moan I've ever heard, and he then desperately held onto me during his entire orgasm. He was gasping my name as he held onto me, his orgasm making him a sloppy mess.

He fell back with a curse under his breath, and I fell on top of him, both of us panting. I was ready to push myself u and slap him for coming inside me.
"I want a baby..." He said in between panting. I froze completely. He what!?! I think he realised that he went about it the wrong way, and he looked at me apologetically.
"I'm sorry, baby. I was in the moment." He kissed my head and squeezed my ass. For what felt like forever, I felt the way I wanted to. Not like with Aaron. Enzo made me feel so good, and his love was so raw and passionate. Just like I needed it to be.

"You want a baby?" He stared into my eyes as I asked him the question.
"Yes. At the camp, I met this dude. He has a family with three daughters. And the way he talked about them. His wife and kids. I knew I wanted that. I need that. And I need it to happen with you. No one else. I only want you." I bit back a smile. Was I ready for a baby? I always wanted to be a mother, but I was scared of it. What if I was a bad mum? What about the birth? It sounds painful. And Enzo? He's in the military. He won't be here a lot.
"No."

"You don't want a baby with me?" He asked, his expression hurt and shocked.
"No. Not knowing you'll be away all the time, leaving me alone. Not knowing you won't be here to witness most of their life." He interrupted me with a kiss.

"I wouldn't want to miss it for the world. I'll quit. Hand in my uniform and all. I don't care. All I want is you. I told you, didn't I? You're more important than anything." I burst into tears. I don't know why. I cried into his shoulder, not from sadness but joy. I might carry his baby soon. And he'll be here all the time. But I didn't want him to give up his job so easily.

"But I don't want you to give your job up so easily. Why don't you just request not to leave town? Is that even possible?" I cried into his shoulder and laughed. I felt him chuckle as he pulled me closer.
"I'll try."

I couldn't believe it. He wants a baby. I might be having his baby. We might be pregnant soon. I might be pregnant soon.