My Mafia Alpha (Mark Lee x Nakamoto Yuta)

Chapter 12

"It's about Mark" Yuta said sighing.

He then told them about all his conversation with Mark and how he felt about it. About everything that is going on inside his head. Everything.

They all listened to him attentively.

"You are so stupid Yuta" was the first thing Yuta heard after telling everything.

"How can you be so dense" Ten said.

"What do you mean?" Yuta asked.

"You are falling for Mark already and you know it pretty well too" Johnny said.

"No I am not, he is just my responsibility" Yuta said, more like to himself.

"See, you know you developed feelings for him and you are still in denial" Kun said.

"No I didn't, and I only have feelings for my Junro, no one else!" Yuta exclaimed.

"Yuta, Junro is no more with us, and his last wish was for you to live happily and get married too, so if you developed feelings for Mark then it's not you betraying Junro" Doyoung said gently, patting his shoulder.

"But to me Junro is the only person in my heart, I can't replace him with anyone" Yuta said.

"You don't have to replace him Yuta, but just make some space for Mark" Jaehyun said.

"Mark is a very nice person, very kind, beautiful and generous too, don't you think it's unfair for him to be deprived of love from his husband, he deserves all the happiness doesn't he" Jungwoo said.

"See Yuta whatever decision you make we'll respect that but just remember Mark is an Omega and no matter how strong an Omega is they're still very sensitive in many matters. They need an Alpha's love, specially during their heat, it's already very hard to endure the pain during heat, let alone when they are in the presence of a Alpha and no one here know it better than me" Sicheng said.

"So take your decision wisely, if you can't give him love than free him from this marriage and let him get married to someone who will give him love, you can still protect him as you are the most powerful yakuza" Taeyong said and everyone agreed.

But something irked inside Yuta. He doesn't want to divorce Mark. Yes he can still protect Mark even if Mark marries someone else but why he doesn't want that. The feelings inside him are all jumbled.

"You don't want to leave him right?" Johnny said sighing and Yuta nodded lowering his head.

"Feelings are complicated Yuta, so take some time and come to an conclusion, the faster you'll accept your feelings the better it will be for you, or it will be too late to regret later" Sicheng said and Yuta nodded.

"But what if I really fall in love with him and he doesn't" Yuta asked.

"Are you kidding me right now! Mark is head over heels for you" Kun said scoffing.

"But he said he doesn't like me anymore" Yuta reasoned.

"For fuck's sake Yuta how dense can you be, it's been 5 years since Junro left us do you not have any feelings for him anymore? Did you stop loving him?" Ten asked and Yuta shook his head no.

"We can't get rid of feelings that easily, Mark said that because he is upset that you don't reciprocate his feelings, that you made his life miserable, he can't just stop liking you suddenly even if he wants to, it will take some time" Sicheng said.

"And if he does then you have to win his heart back, but before that be sure of your feelings and accept your love for him, take care of him, he deserves love Yuta" Jaehyun said and Yuta nodded.

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The day went like that. Yuta did felt a little relieved by talking to his friends. They then got busy with their work.

On the other hand Mark and Hiroto went to park after school. They had lots of fun, though Mark was sad, he forgot that at that moment playing with Hiroto. Even if he said to Yuta in the morning that he doesn't like him anymore but deep down Mark knows that's a lie.

They returned home in the evening. Hiroto was very happy that he went to park with his Mama and Mark was happy seeing him happy. They changed their clothes and took shower before Mark joined Hiroto in his room who was playing with his toys.

They were playing happily when Yuta entered the room and Mark become stiff. Yuta sat on the floor with them and Hiroto jumped on him.

"Papa, you are going to pway with us?" Hiroto asked excitedly.

"Yes baby" Yuta said.

"Yay!" Hiroto exclaimed and ran towards his toy stash to bring more toys. As Yuta was a busy man, he rarely got time to play with Hiroto. So whenever time like this came, Hiroto would be very happy.

While Hiroto was busy with bringing his toys, Yuta looked towards Mark who was averting his gaze from Yuta.

"How was your day?" Yuta asked gently.

"Good" Mark simply said.

Yuta took a deep breath and said "I am sorry for the morning, I shouldn't have talked like that"

"It's fine" Mark said. "It's not like that will change anything between us if you didn't talk like that" He mumbled.

Yuta sighed and grabbed Mark's hand gently. Mark didn't resist and let it be.

"See Mark, in my whole life I only ever liked one person, who is not with me anymore, but our memories together, every moment is still there, so it's hard for me to reciprocate your feelings, but give me some time to clear my feelings for you, to come to an conclusion what I really feel for, because I am sure of one thing that I really care for you and don't want to leave you, so please be patient with me and wait for a while" Yuta said.

"What if you come to an conclusion that you don't love me? What will you do then?" Mark asked in small voice.

"Then I won't make you miserable anymore, then if you want to leave me, I will grant that and protect you from afar" Yuta said and Mark nodded.

Though both of them had one thought inside them 'I don't want him to leave me'.

They then started to play with Hiroto who was very happy to play with both of his parents together.

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Author's Note.
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I went to visit my Aunt (my father's sister) and stayed there for a few days so I wasn't able to update frequently as I promised 😔. I will try to update the next chapter soon though 🤞🏼❤️.