Ray of sunshine

Epilogue pt. 1

5 years later:

Fang's pov:

"Teerak, wake up."

I hummed softly as I was slowly woken up by a familiar voice.

I slowly opened my eyes, blinking quickly to adjust my vision to the bright sunlight pouring into the room.

I looked up and smiled when I saw him sitting behind me while peering over me with that familiar warm smile on his face.

"Good morning, Teerak." He kissed my forehead.

"Good morning." I muttered as I stretched myself under the duvet.

"You said you have an important meeting today, right? I made breakfast so take a shower and we'll eat together." He brushed back the hair from my forehead.

I nodded as I sat up. "What's the time?"

"Only 7:30. You have plenty of time." He replied.

That's good.

I won't have to hurry then.
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"When are you going to the office?" I asked as we ate breakfast.

"Around noon. We got a bit of leeway for today after the last project since we all stayed up so late finishing it." He answered.

"You didn't have to wake up early to do all this, you know? You should have used this chance to sleep in." I frowned worriedly.

"It's fine. You know I like doing it. And I'll just take a nap after you leave." He smiled reassuringly.
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I stared at myself in the mirror, trying to calm down the nerves.

We finally got a weekend off after a while.

And I want to use this chance to give him what I've been wanting to give since university.

It took me 5 years to finally bring up the courage.

And not once through all these years did he ever pressure me. Not once did he ask. He's waited patiently for me to initiate it.

I couldn't help the smile that formed on my face at the thoughts.

I still can't believe I got lucky enough to get someone like him. That someone like him actually loves me this much. Sometimes I still get insecure. Thinking that he deserves better and more than what I can give. But everytime I start doubting, he notices very fast and shoots down everything with hugs, reassurances, and some scolding even.

I looked down, smile widening at the bracelet that I wore.

We still wear these matching bracelets that we made at that fair. They've grown worn out over the years.

I already have something else to give.

I want to give it after this.

I took a deep breath and shook myself off before nodding to myself.

It's ok.

I know I can do this now. I've been wanting to do this for a while now. I've craved it.

It's going to be ok. Even if things go wrong, I know he won't be mad or anything. He will take care of me. It'll be ok.
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He moaned softly into the kiss as I pushed my tongue into his mouth. I squeezed his hands in mine as I pinned them down to the bed on either side of him as I hovered over him.

His sweet taste is still as intoxicating as ever.

I can never get enough.
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"Teerak..." He panted when I pulled back.