Fine & Fearless

Chapter 9

"Hey mom."
"Hey Babe. I want to apologize to you and Jesse for my behavior the other day. Let me speak to Jesse." I put the phone down on my shoulder.
"My mom wants to talk to you." I whispered. Jesse signaled no by waving his hand flat by his neck. I chuckled. "She wants to apologize." I whispered. He walked towards me and grabbed the phone. He was awfully close. Like really close.
"Hello Mrs.Downs." He said fake smiling at me.
"I wanna hear." I whispered stepping closer to him. He was so tall that I couldn't hear at all. I stood up on his toes and held on to his shoulders. He leaned his head down so the phone would be closer.
"Hello Jesse."
I screeched a little because I almost fell backwards off of Jesse. He caught me by wrapping his arm around my waist. I thought he would let go but he didn't. He held onto me.
"I want to apologize for the other day. I was completely out of line and disrespectful. I'm not usually like that. I just had a few drinks so I'm deeply sorry and I hope you can forgive me." I looked into Jesses eyes for his response.
"It's totally fine Mrs.Downs. Don't even worry about it." He said. I smiled at him.
"Ok. You too." Jesse said. He handed me the phone and looked at me.
"Yeah mom." I said still looking at him.
"You wanna make her jealous?" Jesse mouthed. I smiled and Jesse smiled and winked.
"Really?" I mouthed. He nodded and motioned his head over to the couch. He walked to the couch with me still standing on his feet. He sat down, grabbed my hand, and pulled me down to sit on his lap. He wrapped his arm around my waist and his other hand rested on my bare leg.
"How are you doing?" My mom asked. I smiled at Jesse as he rubbed my leg with his hand.
"I'm doing alright. What about you?" I said trying to pay attention. I could see Bianca out the corner of my eye. She looked upset.
"I've been better. Listen. I want to get you drug tested."
"WHAT?" I shouted. Bianca chuckled. I looked at her and raised my eyebrows.
"Bianca told me that a few students at your school are at the hospital because of drugs and I don't want that to happen to you. So if there is anything, I wanna get it taken care of before its too late." She said. Jesse looked up at me. I threw my phone to the end of the couch and was trying to get up but Jesse wouldn't let me. He knew I was about to kill her.
Jesse grabbed the phone. I could here my mom saying hello.
"I'LL CALL YOU LATER MOM!" I shouted so she could hear me since it wasn't on speaker. Jesse hung up for me. I tried my best to get up again but Jesse still had his arms wrapped around me.
"You bitch." I said. Bianca smiled. "Be glad that Jesses arms around me because I would've been fucked you up." I said. She laughed right in front of my face then rolled her eyes. "Stop motherfucking fronting cause you know I'll fuck your scary ass up." I said. Jesse pinched my side. I reached back and pinched him really close to his penis.
"Whatever you say Erin." She said. I tried to get up again but once again I couldn't.
"I'm proud of you tho. You definitely have guts. You know I'm crazy as hell and you still had the audacity to call my mom and suggest a drug test for me." I said crossing my legs. I felt something rise up in my butt....
OH MY FUCK! I turned around to look at Jesse. I raised my eyebrows smiling at him. He rolled his eyes and started watching tv. I started teasing him. I started poking him in his cheek and stomach and he smacked my hand away. Since I turned him on, I decided to move around a little bit more. I turned back around and saw Biamca still sitting on my couch.
"Bitch, why are you still here? If I was you, I would've been gone. I don't know why you're here anyway" I said while wiggling myself in Jesses lap. He slapped my thigh hard. "Motherfucker!" I yelled at him.
"Stop." He whispered. I guess he didn't want Bianca to know.
"I'm not doing anything." I said looking back at him. He glared at me. I adjusted myself closer to him trying to tease him more.
"I came here to talk to Jesse." She said. Jesse looked at her confused.
"Um ok." He said. He lifted me up off of him and stood up.
"Block it." He said. He held onto my waist and I walked with him blocking it. He walked in the kitchen and swallowed two pills to help.
"Imma kill you" he whispered looking down at me. I looked down at it and it was very noticeable.
"I turned you on." I said blushing. He slapped my thigh again. I shut my eyes tight.
"Why do you always do that?" I said upset.
"Cause I know it hurts.." He said. "And I like it." He said smiling putting the pills back in the cabinet.
"Come sit back down beside me but put your legs over it." He said. I blocked him when we walked back into the living room and I did what he told me to do.
"Yeah?" He said.
"Alone." Bianca said looking at me. I looked at Jesse. His facial expression was hilarious. I tried not to laugh but it was hard. He looked so confused. I know he's like why does this bitch wanna talk to me alone. I chuckled a little.
"Erin can you go?" She asked. I stopped laughing right when I heard those words come out her mouth.
"Um the last time I checked this is my apartment. Bitch you must be crazy." I said. Jesse pinched me. I looked at him. He was trying to signal something but I couldn't understand.
"What?" I whispered. Before I knew it his lips were touching mine. Oh my gosh. OH MY FUCK! Jesse is kissing me. I raised my hand and ran it through his brown hair. He wrapped his arms around me. I scooted closer to him in a kind of grinding way. He bit my lip hard because I was trying to tease him some more. I just thought it was funny. I was waiting for him to lick my bottom lip but he didn't. He made me a little upset so I tried to pull away. He put his fingers in the front of my shorts and pulled me back so I wouldn't let go.
"Never mind." Bianca said leaving. Finally. When the door shut, Jesse pulled away quickly. He got up quick and walked to his room and closed the door. Damn. Wtf.
I decided to not think about it so I laid down and watched Power.
Jesse came back out and sat on my legs.
"What was that about?" I said nervous for his response.
"I knew that if I kissed you, Bianca would leave."
"Oh.." I said getting my legs from under him and standing up. "I'm gonna go FaceTime and take a nap." I said.
"I really don't care." He said looking at tv.
"Bipolar." I said walking in my room. I called Cris on FaceTime. She answered.
"HEY!" I said.
"Hey bitch ass nigga." She said laying down in bed
"What the hell I do?"
"It's been three days and yo bitch ass hasn't called or text me at all."
"Sorry hoe."
"When can me and the girls come over to check out your place."
"Tomorrow if you want."
"Ok. I'll let them know."
"Girl guess what mama did."
"I already know. George told Pey and she told me and Devin."
"She just called not too long ago apologizing."
"Good. Hey is that Jesse boy hot?"
"CRIS!"
"I'm just asking."
"You'll see when you get here."
"Fine. Where is Bianca?"
"I don't know and don't fucking care."
"Well damn. What happened?"
"We went to a party and I was drunk and high of course and I made out with her apartment mate, Colton right after she told me how he treats her. It's like right after they get done making out, she'll see him with some other girl. She thought it was something more. So I woke up yesterday and I smelt drugs coming from Jesses room so when I walked by, I saw Bianca smoking-"
"SMOKING?"
"YAS BITCH! She was smoking with Jesse so I was like can I talk to you and she got up and gave him a kiss before she walked out. I was like bitch what the hell are you doing and she was like I wanted to bond with Jesse and I was like why tho and she was like you enjoyed bonding with Colton last night. I didn't know what she was talking about at first cause I had a hangover. So she decided she wanted to play a game and I'm playing."
"What's you do?" Cris said raising up getting into the story.
"I called Colton over and had sex with him."
"OH MY GOD! THAT'S WASSUP! Was it good?"
"That's the same thing she asked and I ignored her but oh my fuck it was amazing."
"Good."
"But here's what she did today. She came over to talk to Jesse about something but my mom called while she was here-" Cris cut me off.
"Oh my Fuck!" Cris said. "She was the one that told ma about the drug test!"
"YES!"
"Ma is making all of us take it. We're fucked the fuck up bitch!" I chuckled.
"I know but we gotta come up with something."
"Definitely."
"So is your roommate alright?"
"I guess. Her name is Mariah."
"So what's wrong with her?"
"She gay asf!" I fell out laughing.
"Are you assu-"
"Hell no bitch! She told me. She was like before you move in, I want you to know that I'm a lesbian. I was like bitch I already moved in! The fuck you mean."
"Oh my fuck!" I said laughing.
"And I only change when she can't see me. So I wait till she walk out but sometimes she be taking too long so I just go to the bathrooms with my clothes and change." I couldn't breathe I was laughing so hard.
"Hey Mariah." I heard Cris say. I looked at the phone and Cris was talking to her.
"I'll call you back." I said with my face red trying to hold in my laugh. I hung up and laid down.