That's The Way Love Goes (on-going)

T.W.L.G - Flashbacks..

>>>>Nagsimula na ang first day of school pumasok na ako sa university na hindi ko gusto... thats my mom's choice! anong magagawa ko about that. I have a broken family and I endure that all of the time. that is why hindi ako dapat magreklamo of what my mother order me to do so I should comply. and so my bf Ace, choose to go to the university wherein nakapasa sya at ako hindi.

first year first semester... as a Loner tlgang mas naging loner padin ako sa school na pinasukan ko syempre wala na si ace ibang university kami. mdalas lang ako maupo sa cafeteria ng campus namin, panay kami txt ni ace at medyo nsa period of adjustment palang ako.

then there was a girl who approached me...

"hi! tourism ka din db? ako ung classmate mo knina sa eng101 napansin kasi ktang wala kang ksama kaya I approached you! by the way im April! and you are??"

"h-hi im C-Candice, hirap maging freshmen no? hirap mag adjust",

grabe mahirap talagang magadjust! lalo na malayo si Ace.

April- "so mag open ka naman about urself!! im excited to know you more! teka hmm.... how about we talk about ur love life!!!! your bf kamusta kayo? pnigurado namimiss nyo na isa't isa no??"

"haiy nako alam mo medyo nalalabuan na ko sa bf ko ngayon. hindi ko lang maintindihan i trusted him so much pero alam mo un sobrang miss ko sya but something is weird about him...."

April- "and what is that naman? don;t tell me may iba na sya ha nako ako makaklaban nya,"

"no april it's just...ugh. nevermind"

yeah... NEVERMIND NALANG.... kasi i've noticed na lagi syang nagkkwento ng sex stories ng mga kabarkada nya whom i really don't care!!! at hindi ko gustong alamin.

just the fact na alam nyang iwas ako sa mga ganun. yes we both did foreplaying already pero kahit papaano medyo conservative ako pagdating sa mga ganung bagay for me to prevent na dumating na kami sa point na he will ask me for something na hindi ko kayang ibigay at natatakot ako about that na iyon lang ang maging problema naming dalawa which cause him to leave me.

takot pa kasi akong iwan dahil palagi kong nararanasan yun, sa family specially my dad who left us. ugh no drama please. yan naman kasi tlga laging pumapasok sa isip ko.

"let's go home na april, remember bwal magpagabi bka mapatay ako ni mom."

goodthing nandito na si April lagi ko n syang ksama, we have the same feathers thats why sobrang naging close kami.

Lumipas agad ang prelims, midterm na... habang tumatagal Ace is being more lustful to me... dahil madalas na kami hndi nagkikita nsasanay na ako, because even if we do foreplay.

..I wanted to reserve my virginity to the whom Im about to marry kahit alam kong wala na kong dapat ireserve dahil nakuha na ito nung childhood days ko ito when I was being molested and I am holding on to his promise that he will respect that. but as time goes by...

napapansin ko ang pagbabago nya...

,"sure thing Ace missed me so much", as I whispered to myself.

~~~rriiiinnngg!!!!~~~

Ace is calling

""hi baby, you want to go out today? , wala akong klase ngayon but If you want tara punta tau sa school ko. inquire tayo pra makalipat kana next semester..."

Ace told me that with a soft seductive voice

"saka gusto ko na ulit yung.... alam mo na bumawi sayo".