That's The Way Love Goes (on-going)

T.W.L.G. - Mistaken

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twlg part 4

A week ago. I just broke up with him... Ace. it hurts me so much hndi dahil mahal ko pa sya. just because I make him feel bad which is alam kong hindi dapat ika guilt.

I just broke up via email I cant face him sa ugali ko ba namang masyadong emotional baka mag bago pa ang isip ko.... i dont know why pero aaminin ko na naging madali ang pagiwan ko sa kanya...

~~~txt msg received.

.......its been one week since I got the news that i passed the exam. but Mike is still txting me.

"hi candice. how are you I hope you pass the neurological test...."

"what now mr. cadet? im sorry im busy i have no time to text thank you"

I tried to ignore him but... he always insist.

"we can be friends candice dont push me away remeber I am our mentor here in UOC. .. kailangan kitang makilala its part of my studies and thats my task"...

"thank you tc."

gad.. makulit di sya eh no? pero it is the way siguro para maiwan ko na tuluyan si ace ng walang pagdadalawang isip kasi i became so dependent to him..., kaya at first nhirapan akong kumilos

.. its just like i am a baby that has been longed for a father at narealize ko na kaya ako nagstay to him is just because...

. I am innocent pa to some things wherein we as a teens must be aware of it... hndi ko pa rin maintindihan ang meaning talaga ng tunay na pagibig.. nalilito prin ako. dahil masyado ko palang nakulong ang sarili ko kay ace.

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tama ba to. na I will let mike into my life? tama ba na sya maging way para maging masaya ako at maging bago akong muli??

well I thought that before hindi pala. masyado akong umasakay mike that time hangang sa dumating ung ilang araw na papasok na ako sa UOC...

I cant believe that... mike will just use me as his toy. i just realze na kaya nila magpaikot ng tao not because they are cadets its their field... yun tlga ang perspective nila. ang magpaikot ng tao. at ako maybe

one of his experiments...

Mike and I became friends... goodfriends as well.. marami akong bagay na nai open up sa kanya well

hindiko din alam why I put things up as easy as this. siguro nga masyado akong nabilog ni mike.... para pumayag s lahat ng gusto nya.....

he became my boyfriend... and let him mess with my life "AGAIN" yes naulit na naman lahat ng iyon. but this time ginusto ko na... because im a whore already on ace then i can be so to mike....

theres no love has been made between us... mike is a nice-but-fake-one who just want to fvck up.

all my mind was being opened to earthly things such as sex, drinking, smoking.... I am a bitch already that time i didnt think of what people see me...

but I know things will be ended up soon with mike i can feel that.. after he get what he wanted.....

Mike leaves me... like a trash

here i go again.. umasa kasi ako sa despite of my imperfections and shitty whore body.. may tatanggap pa sakin. namay mag mamahal sa akin at khit di ko isuko ang ktawan ko hindi padin ako iiwan. BUT I was wrong....

umasa pain ako even if theres no love....

all am I asking is.....

Respect.Love.Understanding....

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wew sorry for the late updte... gad been busy hihi hey who cares hahaha thanksss ;)

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but what did I got?????

NOTHING...