Idol Life

20

Hobi: yah! Stop there! What do you mean by hurtful comments and cold shoulders?? 

Yn: you know what I mean *cold* 

Jin: yn, please...what are you even talking?? You better be kidding 

Yn: no I am not. I don't want to bear all this anymore 

V: we weren't the ones who hid the truth! 

Yn: exactly! I hid it so I'll have the punishment! Ok??

Before they could say anything, she went and locked herself in her room. Jimin was the first one to rush to her room.

Jimin: yn! Yn! Open the door! We're here! Open! Please!

yn: it's ok! why are you concerned now?? you all hated me!!

namjoon: yn! nobody in here hated you! 

yn: then? what was the things they said to me? i am human too! I had reasons to hide it!

Everybody fell silent, hearing her. 

Jin: princess, please....you can't leave us....leave me like this, stay for me. Please. 

yn: hyung....you were the only reason why I stayed these many months. 

Jin: stay. Please. 

Yn fell silent. Both the sides didn't want this, but yn was doing this because she didn't want to risk any of these people's life like she did earlier. BTS didn't want yn to leave because she changed the whole perspective of their life. 

Both the sides letting low sobs in their own rooms, letting all of the tears they had stored. They never wanted this. They wanted happiness, is it too much to ask? They wanted peace, is it too much to ask? BTS had already experienced this, they didn't want to lose one more member. Yn wants to think about her life and move on. She doesn't want them in trouble. She doesn't want any of them to get hurt. What if the same scene unfolds?? No. She won't let that happen. 

The morning was a gloomy one. Even the nature hated her decision. It poured it's disapproval in the form of rain and wind. Nobody slept the whole night. To be honest, it wasn't her decision. It was bang pd's. He said her to do so. He gave the reasons. He looked like he was upto something.

The door bell rang, Yn came out of her room with her luggage. She was ready to leave. At the door, she saw Bang PD standing. She let him inside. He just warmly smiled at her. The members one by one collected in the living room. 

Bang PD: so, yn? are you ready? 

yn: yes-

all: NO!!! YN! PLEASE! 

Yn: yes, hyung.

jimin: yn, please. we're sorry for whatever we did! We're sorry! 

v: please, yn! Don't do this to us! ple- 

Jin: let her go. 

All of them boys, looked at him, shocked. 

Hobi: hyung! what are you- 

Jin: I SAID LET HER GO!! IT'S NOT OUR JOB TO FORCE SOMEONE TO STAY!!! WE'VE GOT CHORES TO DO!! 

Yn looked hurt, but he was right. She was the one who took this decision. Bang PD was doing all this for a reason. He handed over the papers to her. She kept it on the table, signing it with tears flowing from her eyes.

As soon as she signed them, everybody's world collapsed. Jimin fell on his knees, leaning towards the wall. She looked at him with tears, but didn't dare to go near him. She wiped her tears and took her luggage to leave. As soon as she exited the door with Bang PD, Jin fell on his knees, crying. Nobody had the courage to console him, saying she was going to come back, because they knew that she won't be a part of their life any longer. 

Hobi felt miserable the most, he was the one who brought her here. And now, he is one of the reasons she is leaving them. 

On the other side, yn too leaned to the gate of their house and cried. Bang PD smiled at her. 

Bang PD: yn, i have reasons to do this. Let's go.

yn: what is it, hyung? Hurt me? Hurt them? 

Bang PD: make them realize what mistake they are making again. 

yn: huh? mistake? 

Bang PD tore the contract paper right in front of her eyes. Yn widened her eyes. 

yn: hyung! wha- 

Bang PD: everything happens for a reason. Now come with me. 

yn: wha-

Bang PD: shhhh!

He took her with him, to the company. She was more than confused now.

yn: hyung! I don't understand anything!

Bang PD: you will...in a while.

And time passed by....BTS and yn kept running into each other, but never spoke. Either ignore or cold gaze was the only conversation between them.

2 months later, Yn was working in the recording studio, when jungkook and jimin entered. They didn't notice her. She also didn't notice them. She thought it was one of the staffs. 

yn: unnie, could you get me the pen drive? the music for BTS' new music is read-

She cuts herself as she sees jungkook and jimin looking at her, with wide eyes.

jimin: y-yn....

She was speechless for a brief moment. Jungkook just stared at her. Soon the other members entered and the atmosphere turned into a tensed one. Unspoken words and apologies hung in the air.

She got up from her chair and was about to walk out when Yoongi held her hand.

yoongi: do you...hate us so much? that you don't even want to see our face?

She was speechless. She never hated them. She never will.

jimin: speak, yn.....

She held back her tears. A big lump in her throat was not letting her talk. Her eyes welled up, lips trembled.

They knew she was holding back her tears.

Namjoon: yn....tal-

yn: what do you want me to say?

She spoke looking down, yoongi was still holding her hand. 

hobi: ynie, we're sorry for what we did....we are really sorry....we were just blinded by anger...not that we hated you.

She let her tears fall. Nobody dared to comfort her, knowing they were reason for her tears too. 

yn: *cough* so? what do you want me to do?

v: come back to us. With us.

yn: no-

yoongi: oh yes.

Yn looked at him, he just had a small smile plastered on his face. Her eyes turned red, because of crying. Without thinking twice, she hugged him. He also wrapped his arms around her torso, gently. All of the others watched the scene unfold, with a pang of envy and something else which they couldn't pin point. 

She let all the tears which she was holding back, in his embrace. He patted her back, soothingly, silently saying that everything was going to be alright.

yn: h-hyung, i-i am...sorry..*sob* 

Soon all of them joined the hug and turned it into a warm and cozy embrace for her, which she longed for. 

Bang PD stood at the door, smiling. 

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TO BE CONTINUED!!!!!!!

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