Chapter : Eighteen

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-Next Day (Saturday)-

I woke up and sat up. I looked around and remembered what happened. I looked over at Chris and smiled. He's such a gentleman. Not once did he lay a finger on me. His eyes fluttered open. "Good morning." He smiled. "Morning." I said. "Sleep well?" He asked. "Eh..sorta." I said. "Well don't forget, I'm taking you out for breakfast so get ready." He said standing up and walking out. I changed into black shorts, black and red floral shirt, and red sandals. I walked downstairs to see Chris already dressed. "Are we seriously the only ones up?" I asked and he chuckled as he nodded. We drove over to a restaurant.

We had a nice breakfast just talking. He drove me to the house. We hugged goodbye and I took a deep breath as I opened the door. I walked in and they were all barley having breakfast. Every single person was quiet. They all turned to look at me and I noticed Zayn had a black eye. Chris never hit him. Then I noticed Trace's hand was bandaged. "You okay girly?" Asked Lauren and I turned to look at Zayn. I'm not okay. Trace stood up and walked towards me. My eyes shifted to Lauren and she nodded. We went upstairs. To Sarah and Amy's room. "Noticed Zayn's eye?" He asked and I nodded. He lifted his hand. "For you, my little sister." He added. I might not have talked about Trace a lot, but he really is the big brother I've never had. He treats Sarah, Amy, and I like his sisters. He's not a dickhead.

"Girls thought it'd be better if you stayed in here." He said and I half smiled. "Did he fight back?" I asked worried and he shook his head. "He knew he needed it." He said and that's when I broke down. He hugged me. "I know you really love him Bri." He's the only one who calls me Bri. "And I know how much he really loves you. He's the one who made the dick move. He deserved it if you slept with someone else too." He said. "But I didn't." I said. "Then he deserves hell." He said. "He wont bother you. Not until you're ready." He added. "Everyone's going down to the beach, want to come?" He asked and I shook my head. "I don't want you being here all alone. We came to have fun." He said. "I know, it just happened yesterday Trace. Let me mourn." I said. "Alright. Call us if you need anything." He said kissing the top of my head. "Don't do anything stupid." He added and I giggled. "I'll call you from jail." I joked and he laughed.

I made sure everyone left so I could sob as loud as I wanted. I grabbed the necklace Zayn gave me a month ago, the shoes he gave me for my birthday, the Very Sexy perfume that I love which he gave me, the charm bracelet and walked over to his room. I set them down nicely on the bed. He can go give this to his other bitch. I walked down to the kitchen and grabbed the Ben7Jerry's ice cream tub from the freezer. I grabbed a big spoon and went back upstairs. I stayed there, crying as I watched The Lucky One, Heaven Is For Real, End Of Watch, and Prisoners. I heard the door open then all of their voices. I turned the tv off and just laid down in bed.

-Tuesday-

3 days. Its been 3 days that I've stayed in the house. Not bothering to make contact with anyone. "We're leaving. See you tomorrow." They said leaving. They're going on a boat party again except this time, they're staying overnight and sleeping on the boat. They left and it got silent. It's 11 am. I sat down on a chair out on the balcony. My door opened and some sat next to me. He scared me. I thought he'd go fuck more bitches. I kept my stare on the beach. I heard the light sobs but I kept my eyes on the beach. "I don't want you out of my life. I need you. I love you." He said getting up and getting on his knees in front of me.

Tears strolled down my face as I looked down at him, who was also crying. "I love you..but I can't keep doing this Zayn. I didn't do anything just ask who Liam was. All I did was ask and you go off fucking someone else. Zayn I lost my virginity to you. You don't know how much you hurt me." I said. "I know. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I truly deserved getting punched by Trace." He said. "But please forgive me. Please." He begged crying into me. "Who's Liam?" I questioned. "An..accomplice." He said. "You do realize what accomplice means, right?" I questioned. "Yes." He said looking down.

"You're selling drugs again aren't you?" I said taking my gaze off of him. "I'm sorry.." He said and I stood up and walked inside. He grabbed my arm. "I'm sorry, please forgive me." "You said you stopped!" I yelled. "I know..I lied." He said. "Was everything lies!? Do you really love me!?" I yelled and he crashed his lips onto mine. "Baby I'm so sorry." He said. "I can't believe you." I said. "I'm sorry." He cried. "Get out." I said. He kissed me again. "I love you." He said walking out. I threw the fucking lamp in frustration. I'm done. Fuck it.

-Next Day (Wednesday)-

Zayn's P.O.V~

Everyone came back. "Where's Sabrina?" Asked Amy. "Should be upstairs." I said. "She isn't" She said. "Then I don't know." I said starting to get worried. " 'I had to leave. I'm sorry I couldn't do it anymore, I'm home by now. See you when you come back. Sorry again.' She's gone." Said Sarah holding up a note. Everyone turned to look at me as I knocked down a chair in frustration.

-Friday-

Sabrina's P.O.V~

Everyone's been calling me. I've answered. Except for one person. Zayn. I've been letting everything process and I honestly don't know how I feel about it. My moms not coming back until Sunday so she doesn't know what's going on and I really don't want to tell her. Someone knocked on my door and I opened it. His lips crashed right onto mine. "Don't say anything please." He said and picked me up. I didn't even bother fighting back. I'm worn out and tired. He laid me on the bed with him on me.

 "Can you please get off of me?" I asked. "I'm sorry baby. I love you so much. You don't even know how fucked up I've been since that day you left with him. I know what I did was wrong and I regret it. I regret it so much. I can't eat or sleep thinking of the damage I've done. I love you. I need you to be with me. You drive me insane but you keep me sane. Please Sabrina. Please forgive me and say you'll stay with me. Please." He begged as he cried. I sighed. "Okay." I said. The things love makes me do. "I love you baby. I love you so much." He said kissing me.

-Saturday-

After a night of rough 'loving', we were back to our normal selves. I hope. He just made breakfast. "I love you." He said. "I love you." I said and he smiled. I texted the girls about it. They weren't too fond but they're also willing to give him another chance. "Can I spend the entire day with you?" He asked and I smiled as I nodded.

-Next Day (Sunday)-

We spent yesterday watching movies and cuddling. He spent the night and now, we're just getting back home from having breakfast. We walked in and my mom raised her eyebrow as she saw Zayn. "I'm...gonna get going. Goodbye Mrs.Hendricks..bye beautiful." He said kissing my temple and leaving. "I thought you'd leave him during the break." Oh the irony. "Yeah well.." I said walking upstairs.

-Next Day (Monday)-

And we're back to hell. Fun. I walked in under Zayn's arm. The day went like every other day. Get stared down by Whitney. The usual if you ask me. Zayn's over at my house. "I have to go." He said as he looked at his phone. "But I just finished dinner." I pouted. "I know baby and it smells delicious but I have to go...business I gotta take care of." I know what 'business' he's talking about. I sighed. "Be careful." I said. "Always." He said kissing me. "Text me when you get home." I added and he nodded.

-Next Day (Tuesday)-

Not one text have I gotten. He never showed up to pick me up for school. He didn't pick up his phone either which worries me. I saw Trace at his locker and went up to him. "Hey, have you heard from Zayn?" I asked. "No." He said and I rolled my eyes. The seconds turned to minutes. The minutes turned to hours and still no sign from Zayn. No one heard from him either. Right after school, I sped to his house and viciously knocked on the door. I sighed of relief as he opened the door. I went to kiss him.

 "You had me worried sick! You don't just miss school and not tell anyone, right after what went on last night." I said and he didn't even chuckle. Something typical Zayn would do. "Sorry." He said. "What's wrong?" I asked and he lifted a shirt. His side was bandaged and blood was on it. "Knocked out cold, woke up an hour ago. I'm sorry baby." He said. "What happened?" I asked. "Liam said I was pounced on by a gang and stabbed then hit my head pretty hard as I fell." He said. "Zayn." I began but he stopped me. "I know baby. I know." He said pulling me closer to him. "I love you babe." He said pecking my lips. "I love you." I said.

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