Kensi and her secrets

Trust

KENSI'S POV
I felt so bad having to ask her to take her cloths off so I could examine her body. We soon got it over with I had to do the other kids but they didn't talk or say anything. I don't actually know what to do. Samantha is at CALLEN'S she likes going there so I don't mind. I drove them to my house and they all looked really confused. I showed them around and they didn't say a word it was silent.

I did offer to put the boys in one room and the girls in another but Carla wouldn't not let me! She is so protective over them.

BIT OF SPEACH:
KENSI: do you need anything to drink? Eat? Fresh clothes?
CARLA: no
KENSI: shower?
CARLA: yes please
KENSI: okay sure I will come and help you with the little ones? (Places her hand on jack)
CARLA: no! I can do it on my own I don't need help!
KENSI: okay that is fine I will be in the living room come down when you have done

That is so wearied she doesn't let anyone help her or do anything. She does everything on her own and it is kind of sad. It just makes me realise that people out there dont care and are able to damage someone that bad they won't let anyone in. I kind of realise now how hard it was for the people around me to watch me suffer and not speck about it to anyone. I mean I really want to help her and make sure she knows she is not on her own!

K - KENSI C - CALLEN G - GRACE
PHONE CALL:
G - hello
K - hey baby girl I miss you
G - I miss you to when can I come home I mean I don't mind it here but we are hardly ever with each other and it makes me really sad
K - I know I know but it is hard right now I have a really fragile group of kids here at the minute and I just needed it to be us for tonight
G - but mom! You always help little kids and then they get sent away and I hate that
K - Sam because until a child has a safe home to live we have to take them in it is my job and beside I want to keep these kids.
G - how many are there mom!
K - 6 kids
G - what the heck! What are there ages?
K - there are three girls 15, 12, and just 1 and there are three boys 10, 3 and 2
G - why such a difference?
K - there dad was a maniac like ours
G - and why is one so young?
K - because her dad raped her and she had a child
GY - oh so that's why you want to keep them?
K - yes! Now put uncle Callen on
C - hello kens? Is everything okay?
K - yes everything is fine just give me a few tips on how to gain Carla's trust like you did with me when I was in a bad way.
C - okay you have to reassure her make her feel comfortable if you are going to ask her lots of questions are them yes or no ones, don't just put your arm around her or pick a kid up because she will be very sensitive and protective. You have to allow her to feel safe warm and wanted don't over crowd her just be normal watch a film or play music something you would do.
K - but it is DEEKS who is good at that stuff not me!
C - KENSI I believe in you I think you will be able to and be great I think if you work at it she will begin to trust you
K - okay got to go that have all finished in the shower.
C - okay bye

I went up stairs to see if they where okay and they were all sat on the bed in there clothes. I looked and said "do you want any of my clothes and DEEKS for pjs?" They nodded there head they all seem to like to hold her hand or be picked up so I said "do you want me to hold Daniela?" She looked at me blankly and I just showed her to our room. They ran and dived on the bed and to be honest other then Carla they all smiled and that was the first time ever so I need to make Carla smile now. I pulled out over sized tops small tops for the little ones and Carla got them dressed she asked if I could help I was so happy she asked because now I know I am going trust and that make me so happy!