Kensi and her secrets

I'm done

HETTY'S POV
I need to know what is wrong with her I mean yes she comes into work when she needs a break but it has never got to the point where she has to be physically held down to calm down. I am really worried! I thought I should have s little conversation with her to see what was wrong.

BIT OF SPEACH:
HETTY: sit, sit tell me what is going on?
KENSI: me and deeks just had a fight
HETTY: what about?
KENSI: nothing really it is stupid
HETTY: so why did you come here and let you anger out?
KENSI: because I did there isn't a problem is there?
HETTY: Kensi I am worried about you
KENSI: there is no need to be
HETTY: so tell me what you where arguing about!
KENSI: just about the kids the ones we rescued
HETTY: why the kids is it to much for you?

I didn't want to tell Hetty who they where to deeks but I think I kind of had to. I took me ages before I actually said and when I did her face dropped like a fly.

HETTY: Earth to Kensi? Are you there?
KENSI: Yh sorry Hetty
HETTY: so why over them kids?
KENSI: because hey are Deeks nieces and nephews the man we arrested was his brother!
(There was a long pause)
HETTY: and what is he doing about it?
KENSI: nothing absolutely nothing!
(Tears feel from kensi's eyes)
HETTY: there is something more tell me I am here for you
KENSI: it doesn't matter Hetty I am being silly
HETTY: abut what?
KENSI: Deeks just said a few things that keep spinning in my head!
HETTY: what did he say?
KENSI: he said I was hopeless and that the only reason you guys helped me was because I was acting like a child! (She shouts) he said he didn't care and that he doesn't care anymore (she says in a more calm voice)
HETTY: it was just the heat of the moment everyone says things they don't mean
KENSI: no he meant it you could see it in his eyes. You wasn't their Hetty you didn't see his face. I had never seen that look before I had never seen it and it scared me. He wasn't the man I married!
HETTY: Kensi that's not the Deeks I know
KENSI: I know I just don't feel wanted around here any more and I don't know if this is for me.
HETTY: what do you mean kensi?
KENSI: I don't want to do this any more I just need to go
(Kensi stands up and placed her badge and gun on the table)
KENSI: don't tell anyone! Not yet

I walked out and didn't look back I went back into the gym and give the lads a big hug and said see you soon. I walk up to opps and write a note saying "see you soon lots of love Kensi" I walked out and took one last look. I wiped my tear and got in the car I drove off and didn't look back.

I pulled up at my house and got a bag packed. Samantha asked where I was going. I said to stay somewhere else for a few night you can come if you want to? She said she will look after the kids and help them get better. I said very well just text me. I sat down on the sofa to talk to the kids.

KENSI: Carla, I am going away for a few days okay you need to talk to Samantha and Sam and callen should come over and talk to you and you uncle deeks should speck to you.
CARLA: how long for?
KENSI: only a few nights.
(I got up and kissed everyone of them on the head and walked out the door)
GRACE: wait mom what about deeks?
KENSI: it doesn't matter! I love you!

I drove off. I feel so bad that I wasn't come back! I hated the fact I tricked the kids into believing me. I feel so horrible. You know what I will get over it and move on soon enough.