'matt'
i carried reagan away from amanda and brought her outside then i held her close to me and hugged her. she started crying really bad and i didnt know why but i didnt want to ask her about it. if she needs to tell me something she will tell me when she wants too.
i held her and comforted her as she cried then i picked her up and carried her to the car and drove her home then i carried her to her bed and layed her down and layed next to her holding her close as she layed her head on my chest and wrapped her arms and legs around my body and cried.
"matthew?" she said looking up at me.
"yes babe?"
"i want to tell you something" she whispered to me with tears in her eyes.
i quickly slide up and sat straight up and the bed and pulled her on to my lap and held her.
"you can tell me anything reagan."
she looked up at me and gave me a light smirk and i reached over and wiped her tears away before she started talking.
'reagan'
im going to tell matt about my past and what happened between amanda and i when i first moved here 3 years ago.
im really scared because no one besides allison knows about this, not even my cousin kayla and i tell her everything, well obviously besides this one thing..
"ok.. well.. 3 years ago when i first moved here i didnt know anyone and amanda was the first friend i made. we became really close and she was my bestfriend, we hung out all the time and we were always together for about 6 months since i moved there. she told me that she was going to throw a party for my birthday which was a few days from then. we spent days planning it and i bought a really nice dress, i was really excited, it was my 13th birthday and i finally started making friends. the day of my birthday was when the party was so i went to her house after school to get ready. she told me people were coming in a few minutes and i was so excited. i sat on the couch and waited. a little bit later a few guys from school showed up and we started the music and stuff. amanda said that she would take care of the invites and the drinks and music so didnt have to worry about it.
i didnt know that she planned on putting alcohol in our drinks, we were only 13 i wasnt expecting to drink but she put alcohol in all my drinks and soon i got really drunk and more and more people showed up, nobody i knew from school though. after i started to get really badly drunk amanda told me she was going to bring me upstairs and lay me in her bed so i can sleep but when she brought me up there in to her room there was a bunch of guys up there drinking and stuff. as soon as i went in there she threw me on the ground and left me there with all of those guys.
they all came after me and started touching me and trying to take my close off and stuff. i was so scared i started screaming for help but the music was so loud i didnt think anyone heard. after a few minutes of fighting them, the guys managed to get all my close off and were getting ready to rape me but right before they did allison and her older brother daniel came running in the room and daniel knocked all the guys off of me and allison ran to me and helped me up and get me dressed. they then brought me to there house and let me sleep on the couch and they took care of me. allison and i have been friends ever since and amanda has been trying to hurt me ever since. she never told me why she did it. she just did." i stopped talking and looked up at matt and i hadnt realized that i was crying, but i was and he was just starring at me with tears in his eyes. he then grabbed me and held me tighter.
"im so sorry baby. you dont deserve that." "i promise i wont let anything or anyone ever hurt you okay?"
i looked up at him and kissed his cheek. "i know babe. i trust you and the guys. i havent been this happy in a long time. im glad i met all you guys and im glad that we are together. i just hate that amanda is trying to take you away from me. she is trying to hurt me again just like she tried too that night."
"she will never ever take me away from you. im yours forever babe. im all yours. i promise. i wont let her or anyone hurt you ever." he smiled at me and then pecked my lips lightly.
he then layed down on his back and brought me down with him and i wrapped my arms and legs back around his body and he held me tight.
"tomorrow im going to take you out on a date and treat you like the princess you are okay?"
i nodded and leaned my head up and kissed him. "goodnight matthew."
"goodnight my princess" he leaned down and kissed my forehead and then we both fell asleep.
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well guys, here is the update that i promised. i will probably update another chapter again today just because i really havent updated lately and i dont have much to do anyone so might as well update.
this chapter was kind of just a filler but it puts a little bit of a story behind amanda and reagan.
comment and tell me what y'all think!
thanks xxxx.
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