forever?

chapter 33.

THIS IS THE LAST CHAPTER! MAKE SURE YOU READ WHAT I HAVE TO SAY AT THE END ALRIGHT? THANKS XXX.

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'matt'

it has been a week since reagan saw my texts and she still wont talk to me, the guys barely talk to me either. they are all on her side. they wont even give me the chance to explain the whole story.

ive tried calling reagan and going to her house over a hundred times a day but she just pushes me away and ignores me at school.

all i ever do is lay around in my bed and cry and beg for her to talk to me. it feels like my heart was just ripped out of my body, i feel like i dont have a heart at all because reagan took it with her when she left me.

i dont know what to do anymore i keep trying and trying and no one will let me explain.

they need to know my side.

im going to try to talk to carter first because he is my bestfriend and i hope that he can forgive me.

i understand if people are still mad at me after i tell them my side because i know im not innocent in this but i feel like i had a reason to do what i did, maybe not a smart reason but it was a reason, i didnt do it to hurt reagan, i didnt even plan on hurting her i didnt want that i happen at all. i was going to end it the next day but she found out before i could.

i walked in to carters room and locked the door. he cant leave or ignore me now. i need him to talk to me.

"what are you doing?" he asked trying to unlock the door.

"i  need to talk to you and all you guys are ignoring me"

he rolled his eyes.

"carter please, just listen to me okay."

he shrugged and so i sat down and explained everything.

carter listened to me and didnt seem to hate me anymore. he then helped me get cam, nash and jack g, shawn and hayes to listen to me, jack j, and aaron are sleeping but we will talk to them later and taylor isnt home. he is probably with reagan like he has been this whole week.

'taylor'

i have spent the whole week with reagan after what matt did. i helped her through the whole thing and now she feels alot better and im glad.

i really like reagan and i have seen the day we met her but of course matt called dibs on her and gave none of us a chance so i had no way of telling her how i really feel about her, i was just a friend and  now i dont have to be.

but then nash called me and told me matts whole side of the story and how they are going to help him get reagan to listen and they need my help also..

i dont want to help, i mean i know its the right thing to do and matts my friend but why should i help him get her back when he hurt her, i never hurt her and i should be able to have her, he shouldnt get the girl. should he?

but then its the right thing to do..

'reagan'

"taylor stop!" i said in between laughs.

taylor had me pinned on the ground and he was tickling me.

"not until you say taylor is the most amazing and hottest person alive" he said back tickling me even more.

"thats never going to happen" i laughed again but this time at him and not because i was being tickled.

he sighed and let go of me, layind down on his back next to me on the floor.