Falling for the boy with a black and white heart (rewrite)

Confronting the truth

⚠️smut at the end you've been warned⚠️
PETER'S POV:
    It's been a few months since Y/N and I last spoke and it's getting harder to do much without them. I even started to smoke cigarettes again. As I walked down the sidewalk downtown trying to get Y/N off my mind, I caught a glimpse of a cute little bright hognose snake in the corner of my eye of a small pet shop.
    I walked into the store looking around at the snake and items for the snake. Checking how much money I have, I realize that I only have enough to buy the heating lap and tank for now.  I couldn't get everything right now unless I get my mom to give me some extra money. I bought a small heating lamp and a fish tank to carry them home.
    When I got home my mom looked really angry and demanded, "Where is your sister, Peter?" I set down the tank and heating lamp. "She's at her boyfriend TK's house. She's mad at me, as usual. I assume she will be there until she cools down." My mom nods before dragging me by the ear "And what about your grades mister? You're failing all your classes at the university that that Y/N girl is in! Do I need to have your schedule changed?", she says pointing at my recent report card on the refrigerator. "I'll study harder for my exams but only if you help me get a pet snake. Please?", she grabbed my ear even harder "I better see some improvement first before you get your pet", I nodded "Ok mom I understand." She released my ear and patted my back "and be nicer to your sister please?" I nod "I'll try mom"
    I grabbed my fish tank and the heating lamp and went upstairs to my room. In an attempt to clear a spot for the tank, I moved some stuff coming across some stuff that I had secretly collected and shoved it back in my hidden compartment with my box of polaroid photos of my latest future spouse,  before closing it. I place the tank on the middle shelf of my bookshelf and set up the heating lamp. Pleased with the rearrangement of my room I sit down at my desk to study nearly all night before heading to bed.
    In the morning I got up, grabbed my phone and car keys, and texted Sarah "Yo sarah, mom is already mad, you better be at the university." I get into my car and drive to the university and see Y/N when I arrive. I get out and lock the car and approach them. "Y/N wait!" I said as I grabbed their shoulders and spun them to face me. "Y/N, talk to me please. What happened between us? Why are you being so distant? What did I do wrong? Y/N please?" They pull away from me and keep walking. "I-I-I'll get you MacDoodles later if you just talk to me." They look up at me."fine later but only because you bribed me with food." They walked off carrying their books and fixing their hoodie, heading to class.
    I went to my locker grabbing my journal, computer, and books for my geometry class. I went to my next class early and while I was waiting for the teacher I decided to take some time to study for my exam. "Oh, Mr. King, you're earlier than normal. What's up?" the teacher said as he entered the room. I looked up at him and answered, "Studying sir", he looked at me with curiosity, and asked, "For exams?"I nodded and he sat down with me helping me study.
    After a few minutes he said, "here these books should help you study. I gotta start getting ready for the class Mr King." After the teacher got everything ready, other students started entering the classroom.
    After school I got in my car and pulled the car up near where Y/N was walking away from the school. Rolling down the passenger side window, I drove slowly next to them. "Y/N hey please get in. You don't have to walk to MacDoodles, that's an hour walk from the school. Please Y/N?'' they finally stopped and got in.
    Neither of us spoke as I drove to MacDoodles and parked in the parking lot. I got out and helped them out of the car. As we walked inside "You can get whatever you want.", I told her and they nodded, "happy meal with extra fries and a large orange soda." she said and I nodded.
    I gave our orders to the cashier and when I returned to Y/N, we sat down together. "So are you ready to talk about whatever's going on between us? Please Y/N?", they looked up at me, "I had an extremely vivid dream about you. I-i-in the dream you kidnapped me and nearly did something terrible to me.", they said quickly and fell silent. "Was it that bad?", I asked and they nodded. "fuck Y/N why didn't you tell me sooner? We could have talked about it and worked it out. I've been soo fucking scared that I actually hurt you some how and you were mad at me." I said as I took their hand and rubbed the back of it with my thumb. "Could I try making it up to you? I know it wasn't my fault but I still feel bad." I looked up, noticed the tears slipping from their face, and grabbed a tissue from my backpack and wiped away their tears, staying silent.  We return to my car, after we finish eating and I drop Y/N off.
    I head back home to study and change. I get home locking the door behind me heading up to the bathroom to take a bath while scrolling through my gallery of photos of the one I'm obsessed with.
    Feeling myself become aroused, I absentmindedly begin to lightly touch my manhood, provoking it to become stiffer and broadening my arousal. Before long I am fully aroused and take a firm hold of my manhood and stroke it in long slow strokes.
    Allowing my arousal to drive me, I increased my pace and the firmness of my grip until I was causing the water in the tub to cavitate and nearly splash out. Realizing that I am close to release I quickly pinched the base of my manhood to prevent release and climbed out of the tub, splashing water all over the floor and nearly slipping on the wet tile, until I reached the toilet and let it loose into the bowl, with a sigh.