Our First Beginnings

suffocating ⟳

This is quite the story to be honest, Never really knew they were dating. He seemed like a great guy but I guess everyone has masks right? From what I've heard, he was red flags all around to be honest. She always tried with him but it just made her tired and exhausted, she even said she felt trapped. She wanted... no she needed out.

The relationship with her felt suffocating, I'm glad she got out of it though. Can't imagine the one I loved being tormented in such a way, A sad sight to behold. I'm just shocked she endured that much of it for a year, I would have crumbled in like 3 months, but her perseverance and trying is one thing I love about her. I know this isn't about me but she seemed quite reluctant at first to date me, her friends said I was sweet, and even though I hurt one of her friends greatly, she forgave me and supported me.

It was him that probably made things harder for me, but even without him, I still think things wouldn't have been easy. It took a few months but, shit, here we are. I love her and she loves me. I just don't get why he did what he did. Accusing her and doing all these things. Honestly I never really thought much of him. But after this, I don't want to say I hate him just because she dislikes him and that's her ex and all, but it doesn't mean that he shouldn't have done the things he did. Nobody deserves to be treated that way. That sounds cringy but I'm not wrong, am I?

I'm just grateful and glad she is out of that and she's with me now, she seems really happy and relaxed, despite the things I've done and said, she forgives me and I love her for that. I'm glad I have her and that she made it out of such a toxic relationship.

The past is the past. There are some things you can forgive but can't forget.

by: m