My eyes open. I smile; I had a wonderful dream about you.
“Let’s watch a movie,” you simply state. I blinked.
“Uh, sure. What do you want to watch?” I replied.
“Hmm..” you think, placing your index finger on your chin. “A zombie movie!”
“Seriously?” I groaned. I don’t like gory movies and you knew that. “We watched every zombie movie we had more than five times!”
“But babe...” you whined. A grin flashed on your face, but it quickly changed into a pout.
‘Oh no,’ I thought. ‘Not the cute puppy face. Damn, this girl… Why couldn’t I have a normal girlfriend who likes chick flicks or something?’
“Fine,” I grudgingly agree, rubbing my temple. You giggled and ran to put the movie in. You came back and sat on me, not before kissing me on the lips and saying the three words I love to hear from you.
“I love you too,” I respond.
My smile disappears as I reach out to the empty space besides me on the bed. Sigh.
I miss you so much.
I want you so much.
I need you so much.
I love you so much.
So. Fucking. Much.