Barely Breathing

part 15 💕😊😔

Chapter 22: the week

its been a very interesting week .. Nate and I havent left the apartment in the last three days... we took a totally of 72 hours to fully reacquaint ourselves with each other. i am talking about 72 hours of mind blowing make up sex.. i am sore everywhere, and we needed to leave the apartment because we both walked in on Mojo humping one of pillows on the couch... so much for the 5$ pillow from five below. lol Nate has been so sweet, romantic, protective and attentive. any thing i need him to do he does without me asking a second time, he cooks for me, runs me a bath, i damn near fell out of my hair when he brushed my hair while i ate the Lo mien that he prepared.. i decided not wrap my hair in a towel on my head... when Nate saw me he giggled guided me to sit served me food and water. he grabbed the hair brush from my room and took the towel off my head, he gently divides my hair into sections and untangles my hair and braids it the noodles fell out my mouth... when i asked him where he learned how to braid hair he just smiled down at me and said

Nate: My mom said i needed to learned .. so that one day i can braid my daughter's hair

we were quiet for a few minutes and then he bend down to kiss the nip of my collarbone and he said

Nate: we will have more babies my love ... i am ready to impregnate you if i havent already done so

i laugh

Selena: Well yes we can have more and lol not to smash your hopes and dreams i have a IUD. so a baby right now wont happen

Nate: Ahh Damnit

he bends down rubbing my shoulders lowering my bra strap kissing my shoulder and neck...

Selena: Nate...

Nate... mmm this means that we have now reason to get go down and dirty all the time

i giggle at him...

Chapter 23: i was only falling more in love with you

1 year later:

June 23,2022

Mojo jumps on to Nates chest as he sleeps and he lets out a yelp when contact is made.. laughing Nate scratches his ears. i grin at them both. i no longer live in my small apartment. Nate and i are now living a private condo in quebec city. in the last year alot has changed. Nate finally opened up his P.I firm a fee blocks away from our condo and my 3 year work anniversary is coming up working in Toronto PD. i have been promoted to Head Ballistic expert in my department. i absoultely love my job! Eric my boss finally understood my disinterested when he saw Nate and I kiss one night after work. there was no hard feelings. six months later he started dating Holly and i was so happy for her. she is now three months pregnant. i am very happy for them! As for Nate and I got my IUD removed three months ago... We have been trying to have a baby. When my parents and Hannah found out they were jumping up and down with joy! my family is great mom and dad have been traveling across the globe the past year. every few weeks i would recieve a postcard from them and magnets from every place they have been so far. Colorado, las vegas, Georgia, Alaska, Hawaii, Puerto Rico... next week they are scheduled to fly to Cancun to go visit Kat who surprisely Eloped with her new Husband Matthew. Hannah is currently pregnant with her first baby!!! i sobbed with the news that i was going to be an auntie !!! Scott is exicted to be a dad.

1 year Later:

Nate: Bae hurry up we are going to be late !!

Selena: im comingg !!!

i yell from across the condo! Mojo barks at me !!

Selena: i know buddyy !!!

Stella our baby sitter laughs at Mojo he wags his tail. she sits on the couch petting Mojo.

Selena: Stel call us if you need anything!!

Nate: Baby Mojo will be fine he is a great dog and knows how to protect our home ! plus i know if experience he bit me remember?

i giggle and Mojo barks. i bend down to pet him. he licks my face. i kiss his nose.. lowkey wishing that we didnt have to leave but we planned this getaway trip for months.. After my second miscarriage Nate and I stopped trying three months ago. i know deep down Nate is still hurting every time we walk by a baby or kids at a playground pain always flashes in his eyes. Just like Daisy's birthday he did the same for Giovanna... 02.27.22 yes it was another girl i did the early genetic testing.... Nate was absoultely exicted and doed on me. was three months pregnant when i started bleeding... Nate rushed me to the Hosiptal and we recieved the News. i Feel that now we are closer together as a couple. Nate started buying me just because flowers and gifts. if he wasnt cherishing me enough before he certainly is now! its alittle too much.. but i love it and Hate it at the same time! its like he is literally obesssed with me.

We finally leave to the Airport. holding hold hands in the uber. i snuggle into him enjoy his smell my favorite smell in the whole world Pine trees and Mint.

Uber Driver: hows everyone doing today ?

Nate: Good thank you for asking my Girlfriend and I are heading to Africa for three weeks

Uber Driver: Wow thats amazing !!

Nate grins down at me and grin up at him. We finally Arrive to the airport unload our luggage, making our way to our Gate. We hand in Hand.

Nate: you ready my love?

Selena: No

he laughs and kisses me leaving me weak in the knees. he carelessy my cheek.

Nate: you are my sunshine you light up my world...

i smile at him and reach over kissing the corner of his mouth. he point to the other corner and i kiss him again.

Selena: So silly

Nate: for you yes my love

We board our plane and Botswanna Here we come. with 13 hours and 18 minutes. Nate and I sleep, Talk, play games and watch Halloween again for the 100th time. Nate and I laugh so hard at some point i need to wipe my nose over ten times because wine keep gushing out my nose.We would catch each just looking at one another.. we have been together For three years and we are still thoses two idiots madly in love with the other. Nate is that type of guy that just goes with the flow. if i decide to walk around Naked in the  Condo he would Immediately undress or if we are on a target run dance in the middle of the store aisle he would Dance too not caring who is around. i love him and everyday that goes by i cant help but falling deeper in love for him and i know he feels the same for me. He refusing to stop putting gas in my car for me, opening doors for me,buying me just because flowers, gifts and in top of that he continues to feed my Crystal collection.... i laughed when Mojo accidentally ate  Amethyst Crystal that Nate just brought me a few weeks ago.. i cried all the way to the Vet not only fearing that poor Mojo can be in pain and might be dying but also because my crystal was consumed and lost inside my Dog's large intestine.. 500$ Later and a funny car ride later.. the Vet order Nate and I to give Mojo some Laxatives. exhausted from the crying, the vet clinc  and happy knowing that the Mojo the Vaccumn cleaner was going to be fine, i passed out on the couch.. i woke up hours later on our bed with the Amethyst crystal on my pillow.. i feel bad for Nate .. he digged thru a pile of shit for me and all we can do now is laugh about the memory..