Barely Breathing

Part 22: 🥺💜

Chapter 31: Love her...
July 20,2024
Nate:

I sit in my office at the P.I Firm, busy at work. my head is starting to pound with a huge headache. on desk i tried to maintain my calm but its useless when i have been working on this case for at least two months now... i sigh with frustration trying to figure out the last missing piece of the puzzle. Tyler Grimm is a Dangerous  man who needed to be put away. in the last two months Alec and I discovered Tyler's pervious wives autopsy report to have signs of pervious injuries and broken bones. Fucking abuser and to top it all off he was also slowly posioning his wives with low quanities to arsenic... i dont know which is worse . all i can say it that i would never in my never wildest dreams cause harm to my beautiful ray of sunshine. just thinking about Selena causes me to blush and my heart continues to grow full of love and admiration for her. i havent told her about the newest updates on my case. i am worried that she will panick with the information. ugh i hate that i am keeping this from her but i just want to protect her .. now more then ever i have too..early this morning we received word from the local police department in ohwanna that Melissa Grimm has died under suspicious circumstances. SON OF BITCH did it again. but he is not talking and there is no evidence against him. i stand in frustration i walk over to the filing cabinet and pull out a glass cup and the bottle of Whiskey... looks like i am walking home today. i sit the glass on my desk and pour myself a cup. i take a sip enjoying the sweet burn slowing spilling down my throat. i am so stressed out and annoyed. that i dont realize who is in the room untill she wraps her arms around me making me smile and sigh with relief. Selena kisses my spine. her body perfectly fiting with mine. ugh this woman, my love, my sunshine. she is my breathe of fresh air. i turn around embracing her in my arms, she grins up at me. i cant help but get lost in her eyes. thoses blue eyes that are like the waves of the ocean, her gorgerous grape color hair that i am crazy about.... and her scent Lilies. if i ever had a chance to smoke and get high off of lilies i would. her smell can and will always bring me to my knees. i kiss her beautiful luscious lips not caring that she is wearing lipstick 🥺❤️I love her I love Selena Violet Black with all my being and i cant wait to be her husband next month. i just have this huge desire to Travel to Vegas with her and Elope but Selena has been so exicted with planning the wedding and i dont want to take that away from her plus i would rather move Mountians and Valleys just to see her smile on her beautiful face. i carelessy her cheek softy feeling her smooth skin under my fingers.

Selena: you ready to go bae ?

ugh her voice is the luring siren that sings to my soul and i want her to keep talking...

Nate: Almost love

Selena: whats wrong ?

damnit she knows me too well and i cant help but smile at her loving her intelligence and intuition.

Nate: Nothing my love its just work stuff you its heavy

Selena: bae we both work in the police field you a P.I and a Forenisic Ballistic expert. Sometimes it is important to express what is on your mind rather then bottle everything inside.
i know its heavy but you can tell me anything.

i sigh ... she is right... she is always right but i am so scared of her life being in Danger ... she means the world to me.. without her my world would perish. If there is no Selena Black there is no Nate Flores.

my silence is is causing her to frown at me and she reaches over to the glass cup and finishes my drink, she makes a face and says "Deilicious". i laugh and move a strain of hair away fron her face.

Selena: well i just had alittle liquid strength tell me Nate !!!

Nate: okay i love i will just lets go out to dinner.