𝓗𝓸𝓵𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓸𝓷𝓽𝓸 𝔂𝓸𝓾

CHAPTER 19

SERENA'S POV:

"He is the one, I think." I blushed a bit while reminding myself how generous and kind he is towards me.

"I am really very much happy for you" Radhika replied smiling. "Your happiness is my happiness."

"But I don't think I am capable of his love" my face slowly becoming dull. My smile fading and my eyes now not able to catch Radhika's gaze.

Radhika's expression changed and her face questioning me "What's the matter?"

"I mean I am totally a mess. My life completely miserable and I am shattered into several pieces" I said resisting myself from shredding my tears infront of her.

"You are overthinking dude" she said keeping one of her hands in mine and reassuring me that everything is fine.

"He is understanding you and caring you like you are the only one for him. Don't worry."

"Yes, you are right. I might me overthinking too much" I replied gathering all the hope left in mine and smiling at her.

Suddenly my vision completely became blurred and after sometime I was with a man in his 20s.

"I love you. I really do" he said admiring me with those beautiful shiny black eyes.

"I love you too" I replied with a heart full of joy and happiness.

This is my love. My first love. My everything. Thank god, this relation is going perfect cause others are completely destroyed. I am happy, very much happy.

Again my vision blurred and now I am in a dark room. My face full of sweat. My hands trembling miserably. My hair disheveled and my eyes completely red, full of tears.

My eyes went down towards my hand just to see that it was covered with fresh blood and my clothes were also covered with blood.

I became shocked and tried to remove it but eventually failed. Then what I saw literally made my mind blank and now I am scared. I am crying loudly for help but no one was there. My surroundings slowly becoming dark and my voice echoing from every corner.

"Please help me........."

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I immediately opened my eyes. My hands still trembling and my whole-body shivering. My face was covered with sweat and my chest was heaving very fast.

A lone tear rolled down my cheeks. I immediately wiped it up and I rushed towards the college washroom unable to control my tears. My surroundings were not visible to me now.

I want to escape from this reality but the truth is I can't.

I entered the washroom and locked the door behind. I was trying to calm myself. I cried out unable to control myself now. My heart was beating very fast.

I looked myself into the mirror. Completely lost, completely broken and completely shattered. No hope and no expectations from anyone even myself.

This is my faith......

Reality....

I am born to suffer.....

And I am accepting this.........

My heart skipped a beat and I felt a severe pain in my chest when I remembered what I saw in my dream which actually was a reality from my past.

RADHIKA LYING ON THE FLOOR INFRONT OF ME, HER BODY COMPLETELY COVERED WITH BLOOD.....