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AN: not proofread, just to let y'all know.

Two weeks ago I dropped my first single in a year.

So far it got some good reviews, a small amount of bad ones but who gives a damn? I'm honestly proud of myself for having the courage to release something.

Usually when artists don't release music in a while, their fans are expecting a top tier album or song. I was honestly scared and had a lot of ''what if's''

What if people didn't like the song? What if the song flops? What if people think I could do better? What if people think that the year off didn't do me justice?

It was a lot of overthinking..

Two weeks ago I had a single release party.

Overall I had fun. I saw some friends I haven't seen in a while, ate some bomb ass food, danced for hours. Let's just say I know how to throw a cute little party.

I met someone who seems to be interested in me. We exchanged numbers and have been talking since then.

He seems like a nice guy and someone I'd like to know more. I'm glad I went with my initial thought, which was to give him a try. So far he hasn't given me a reason to ghost him, which is rare I must say.

However when you gain a relationship, you lose another one.

It's been two weeks since I've talked to Duke.

I've been trying to reach out to him but he's not responding. He hasn't answered any of my texts or calls. At some point I just stopped trying. I can't force anyone to talk to me. If you want to be weird without an explanation, I'm just going to let you.

Maybe I did something wrong. Then again everything was good at the party, we were fine. I'm confused on how we go from talking everyday and being cool to not talking in two weeks. I've been seeing him on stream and people would ask him questions pertaining to me. Sometimes he'd read them out loud and not answer, or he'd ignore them.

I don't know what's wrong with Duke but I'm not spending my time on figuring it out.

Anyways enough about his ass, Ra'Mariah is supposed to coming over in a little so we can go to dinner. I miss our dinner dates we used to have. We stopped because she found somebody else to take her on dinner dates.. that damn Fanum.

I was in the middle of getting dressed as I got a phone call from Mari.

"Hello my wonderful friend." I answered.

"Essynce I'm letting you know right now that I'm five minutes from your house. If you're not ready by the time I get there, I'm turning around and leaving."

"What happened to hello? How are you?" She's just gonna come on my phone starting shit. We both know I'm not going to be ready.

"Hey Essynce. Now bye." Her ass hung up on me.

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