Chapter 5

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Kabir's Perspective


The house was finally quiet. It was just past ten, and everyone had retreated to their rooms for the night. I had claimed the dining table as my study spot—a makeshift office where I could escape the chaos of sharing a room with my five-year-old cousin, Arjun. The layout of our home was simple: three bedrooms—one for my Chacha and Chachi, one for Mumma and Papa, and the third one for Arjun and me. The dining table, positioned just outside the bedrooms, was my haven for the night.


I set up my study station with the precision of a general preparing for battle. My books were neatly stacked, notes spread out, and my laptop was ready. The hum of the refrigerator and the occasional creak of the wooden floor were the only sounds accompanying me. I took a deep breath and opened my Physics textbook. Electrodynamics was on the agenda tonight, a subject I found challenging but intriguing.


I knew I needed caffeine to keep me alert. Mumma didn't approve of me drinking coffee at my age, so I had to be sneaky about it. I quietly tiptoed to the kitchen, careful not to wake anyone. I pulled out the coffee maker, measured out the coffee grounds, and filled the machine with water. As the rich aroma of brewing coffee filled the kitchen, I felt a rush of excitement. A hot cup of coffee was my secret weapon for late-night study sessions.


As I poured the coffee into my mug, I heard a soft thump from the other room. It was probably Arjun shifting in his sleep. I quickly returned to the dining table with my coffee and took a sip. The warmth and bitterness of the coffee were just what I needed to jumpstart my brain.


I dove into my Physics problems, tackling electric fields and potentials with a single-minded focus. However, my thoughts kept drifting back to Aditi Sharma. I couldn't help but think about how we had bumped into each other earlier that day. The way she had responded to my teasing—it was clear she didn't appreciate my humor. Her irritation was almost palpable, but there was something intriguing about her sharpness.


I tried to push thoughts of her aside and concentrate on my studies. But every time I solved a tricky problem, I couldn't help but imagine her reaction if she were sitting across from me. Would she have rolled her eyes at my jokes or smiled at my triumphs?


Mathematics was my favorite subject. The elegance of solving equations and the satisfaction of finding the right answer kept me engaged. As I worked through a complex calculus problem, I lost myself in the rhythm of numbers and formulas. The challenge of solving each problem was like a puzzle waiting to be completed.


Physical Chemistry, however, was my true test tonight. The intricate balance of reaction kinetics and thermodynamics required a different kind of mental gymnastics. I had spread out my notes and textbooks, with detailed diagrams of reaction mechanisms and energy profiles. The process of calculating reaction rates and understanding the principles of chemical equilibrium was both demanding and fascinating.


At times, I felt a pang of envy towards Aditi. She was so focused, so determined, while I found myself distracted by thoughts of her. It was as if her presence was a constant reminder of my own academic battles.


I kept checking the clock, calculating how much time I had left before school. I knew I needed to make the most of this quiet time. As I poured over my notes, I couldn't help but think about how different our study habits were. Aditi was so meticulous, so precise. Her attention to detail was something I admired.


By midnight, I had made significant progress in Physical Chemistry and moved on to my Physics review. Electrodynamics was a beast of its own, with problems that seemed to defy easy solutions. I spread out my notes and reviewed them, each one detailing a different principle or formula. The tedious nature of studying for JEE was offset by the satisfaction of mastering each topic.


The clock ticked away as I worked through problem after problem. I could feel my exhaustion mounting, but I was determined to push through. I took a brief break to stretch and get more coffee. The kitchen was dark and silent, and I tried to be as quiet as possible. I couldn't risk waking anyone, especially Arjun.


As I sat back down at the table, I thought about Aditi again. Her refusal to engage with my jokes, her sharp retorts—it was all part of her charm. I wondered if she ever thought about me when she was studying or if I was just another annoying classmate to her.


Hours passed, and the first light of dawn began to filter through the windows. I felt a mix of relief and fatigue. I had covered a lot of material, and though I was exhausted, I was satisfied with my progress. I took a moment to organize my notes and put away my books.


Just as I was about to head to the kitchen for a quick breakfast, I heard the soft patter of little feet. Arjun was awake and padding down the hallway. I quickly grabbed my books and headed to the kitchen, where I found Mumma preparing breakfast.


She looked up as I walked in, her eyes widening in surprise. "Kabir, you're up already?" she asked, a hint of concern in her voice.


I nodded, giving her a tired smile. "Haan, Mumma. I stayed up studying for the JEE."


She shook her head with a mix of frustration and affection. "Kabir, you need to learn to balance. It's good to study hard, but you need to take care of yourself too. Don't let these late nights mess up your health."


"I'm fine, Mumma. Just need a quick breakfast and then a nap before school," I said, giving her a reassuring hug.


She sighed and handed me a plate of breakfast. "Alright, but promise me you'll rest later. You're no good to anyone if you're running on empty."


I quickly ate my breakfast, feeling the fatigue set in. As I headed back to my room for a nap, I felt a sense of gratitude for Mumma's support. She always understood the pressures I was under and encouraged me to do my best.


I set an alarm for an hour later, hoping to catch some much-needed sleep before school. As I lay down, I thought about the day ahead and the challenges that awaited. Despite the exhaustion, I felt a sense of accomplishment. I had given it my all, and that was what mattered most.


Before I drifted off to sleep, I whispered to myself, "One step at a time, Kabir. You've got this."



Hey you have got this too if anything like these exams is making you hard work then don't worry you will achieve it and if you won't be able to achieve it then you'll learn about doing hard work which going to give growth in your life

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