WANT YOU ALL TO MYSELF

Chapter 12

I'm currently dressing up to go to this stupid reunion. I have on a red dress and gold jewelry. I put on my makeup and perfume and head downstairs.

Sebs is standing there waiting for me, as I walk down I feel his eyes on me. I look up and he is looking at me, as I take my final step I say "Let's go"

He looks at me and says"You look good" and then heads out

Umm, Okay didn't even let me say thank you, that fucking Idiot

As we walk to the car I see him adjusting his pants, and it makes sense he didn't let me talk cause he didn't want me to see he was hard just from looking at me

I catch up to him and then say "Are you hard?" he looks down at me and opens the door for me and then gets in his seat.

The car ride was silent, wasn't he earlier being all nice and shit and now he is back in "don't give a shit' mode.

"Your bipolar," I say and he looks at me and then back at the road "What makes you say that?" he says

"You were being nice and now you are back to "Dont talk to me" mode or "don't give a shit mode," I say laughing

"I'm just thinking," he says "Yeah whatever," I say

then we are parked in a huge house, not bigger than Sebas tho

He opens the door for me "What a gentleman" I say and he rolls his eyes and then grabs my waist and jaw looking down at me "Stay close to me" he says

I nod and then he just looks at me for a few seconds at my lips and then my eyes, he then starts kissing me softly and slowly and then breaks apart "Yeah, I don't know why I did that now I'm bricked up" he says looking at me

I look down and see his hard and I start laughing

"Just give it a minute," he says looking away from me for a few minutes

"Alright we could go" I looked down and I could still see it, but he adjusted his pants to cover it.

He grabs my waist and we head Inside we are met with hella people all I said during this gala was "Hey", "His wife" and "My husband" That's all

We both head outside and I tell him I'ma go to the bathroom and he nods. I go to the bathroom do my business and then head out. I'm stopped by this tall guy. "Hey darling what's your name?" he asks "I have a husband," I say and try to walk away but he pushes me back on the wall "Does it look like I care, I asked what's your name?" he said

He is holding me tight and for some reason, it reminds me of my dad

FLASHBACKS

"your such a bitch" gets smacked "Your fucking useless" he hits me in the face repeatedly "You come home and don't have to pay rent or nothing and you come home with a C" hits me again in the face.

He always found a reason to hit me whether I had an A or A- he would hit me just because of that.

He grabs me by the wrists and stands me up, he gets his belt and starts hitting me, "Cry and I promise this will end worse" he said

I couldn't hold in my tears, he saw I had tears and it made everything worse he kept hitting me and he threw me to the ground a couple of times in the basement. Once he finished beating me up he left me in the basement for 2 days when I was just 9 years old it kept happening over the years I couldn't do anything about it.

Once 2 days passed I headed out of the basement and I saw my mom eating, she saw me and walked up with me upstairs "Ma I want to leave, he is hurting me, I'm gonna die" I said crying breaking down

"I can't leave him, Mia Amor, you won't die, you know he loves you, he wants you to do great in school."

It all stopped when I turned 16 I had a job and I had enough to move out and start my life

END OF FLASHBACK

Tears are running down my face but he doesn't stop, he grabs my jaw and says "Answer me, tell me your name You bitch stop fucking crying I hardly did anything to you yet" He says

then he gets punched by Sebas, he is on the floor and Sebas still hitting him. I run out and head outside when I feel like I can't breathe

I feel someone's hands on the back of me I look up it is Sebas

He sees I can't breathe and tries to calm me down "Baby breathe with me please" he begs, for some reason I start getting control of my breathing
"Baby are you okay, fuck. I'm sorry I shouldn't have left, baby are you okay" he hugs me "Can we go"I say

"yeah just wait- no come with me," he says and he puts his hands on my waist "Jhon and you I want you to get Cesar and end him understood?" I think they nodded cause they  didn't say yeah, well I don't know cause my head was down so I couldn't see

We walk to the car and he opens the door for me and gets in himself. he starts the car and drives off "Baby, can u tell me what happened"
"It's okay Sebas don't worry I'm fine"

"Luna," he says worried "Sebastian please," I say tears running down my face. He grabs my hands and holds my hands while he drives home.

I felt his eyes on me a couple of times as I look out the window

We make it to the house and I go upstairs I was going to my room but was stopped when Sebas said "Luna please sleep with me"

I look at him he seems worried "Ima get my clothes I'll be there in a minute" I say turning around

"I'll give you my clothes princess come with me" I look up at him again for a few seconds and then nod.

I go with him and he opens the door and then he heads to his closet and hands me a shirt, I change right there cause I have bras on I put on his shirt and turn around and look at Sebas he has sweatpants and no shirt. My favorite, he looks so good.

He lays down and I lay down and there's space but he pulls me and places my head in his chest "I'm sorry princess" he says

"It's not your fault" I say holding him tighter

"Goodnight sebas" I said falling asleep already

"Goodnight princess," he says giving me a kiss on the top of my heaa