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It's currently morning I woked up first and I think she felt me waking up so she wakes up to

"Goodmorning bitch" I yelled standing up from the hard floor

"Goodmorning" i give her my hands and help her stand up

"Okay I think we should go to the pool today" I say as we brush our teeth

"Yess, we should omg it's been months since I've been in a pool" she says

"Lets go eat first tho my stomach is talking" i say washing my face and then i side eye her and both start laughing like crazy when my stomach talks

We go downstairs yapping and we are found with Sebastian

I thought he wasn't gonna be here, fuck

I look at Liv and then she speaks "why are you here?" She says

"My house, why are you here?" He asked looking at me and then at her

"Ugh" she says walking to the refrigerator

I don't look at him but I know he is mad. I haven't seen if he texted me after I left him on seen. I left my phone on Do Not Disturb

I follow liv" let me make you something, I'm not so good but I could make a sandwich" she says and I laugh

I sit down and I feel Sebs eyes on me "seb you want one?" She asks

"Your sandwich fuck no" he says

"Rude" she says

Once she finishes she hands me my plate

And we do a countdown

"Ready..1...2....3"and we both bite the sandwich

It's not bad it's actually good "mm it's good" I say smiling

"I know I'm a D1 chef" she says and we both start laughing

She looks at Sebs but I don't "stop looking dumbass, you should've said yes, your missing out "she says

He stands up and leaves

"Well someone is not in a good mood" she says

"Like if his ever in good mood" I say laughing

We head out and it's super sunny, we have our swimsuits on now

And lay down first, "fuck it's hot, I can't lay down for a long time, I wanna get in already" she says

"Me too" we both get up and she jumps in and I walk to the pool

"You should've jumped in its better" she said

"Fine" I say and jump in making a big splash

"That was fun" I say

"Yeah it was"

"Do you read books" I asked

"Yeah, I do"she said

"Wait really you do" i say smiling

"Yess, what books do you read" she asked

"Romance duh" I say

"Me too bitch" she says and we
both start laughing again

"What book are you reading?" She asked

"I'm reading one in Wattpad I keep forgetting to buy the books I want" I say

"Me too i always forget but I am reading one in Wattpad too I forgot what its called" she says

And we keep yapping

We head out and change, we head down for dinner we are sitting with Sebs and it's awkward for me cause I'm not looking at him when he speaks

Once we finish Olivia says she is leaving, she said she is going on a date with a guy she met in the club.

Once she leaves I head upstairs but was pulled from the back of my neck and spin to Sebs chest

him looking down at me and holding my neck so I could look at him

"Why have you been ignoring me?" He says definitely Mad

"Because I can" I say

He then grabs it harder but it doesn't hurt "why are you ignoring me?" He says serious

"Why do you care? I'm just a "fuck" to you no?. So you shouldn't care" I say getting off his grip and turning around to open the door when he grabs my arm

"Your not just a fuck to me luna" he says

"Yeah? That wasn't what I heard" I said

"You are not" he said looking at me deeply at my eyes

"Then what am I?" I say

He looks at me and stays silent

"Exactly, a nobody all for your reputation" I say holding in my tears

His silent said it all

He still holding me "Seb let go" I say

But he doesn't "Your not a Fuck toy to me, your not a nobody to me" he says

"I don't care let go" I say

"Baby, please" he says

"Let go Sebastian" I say

"I don't know what I'm feeling, Luna. I don't know, it's strong feeling but I don't know what it is" he said looking at me

Im not believing his bullshit "well once you figure that out then you could talk to me, I'm not gonna stand here and let you show fake affection to me while I'm over here falling for you. So stop, please stop your hurting me with your lack of communication, let go" I say as tears escaped

Im hurt because he took my virginity to then I find out I'm just a Fuck toy to him.

I should've fucking waited, I waited all this years, for me to be someone's fuck toy.

I should have kown better I mean what the fuck was I expecting? for him to love me.

My dumbass really thought I was in them Wattpad books

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