WANT YOU ALL TO MYSELF

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It's been 4 days since what happened with my mother, at this point I don't even care

She doesn't care about me and i won't care about her

I've been sleeping all day today cause Sebastian has been at work all day

I wake up to movement on the bed, it's Sebastian his back facing me taking his shoes off

I crawl to him and I think he felt the bed move cause he looked back

"Hey handsome" I say touching his chest while I'm in the back

"Hi baby" he says caressing my hands that are in his chest

"I was about to cuddle with you right now" he says placing a kiss on my hands

He stands up still holding my hands he then hovers over me and starts kissing me everywhere

"I've missed you baby" he said looking at me and then kissing me

I love this side of him

"I've missed you to handsome" I say grabbing his cheeks

He smiles every time I call him handsome he acts as if he doesn't know it

He just looks at my for a few seconds but I can't tell what he is thinking

"What?" I say looking at his lips

"I wanna marry you" he says

And I look up to see if he is being serious but he is being sincere

"What?" I say shock

"Yeah, I want to marry you, well your gonna marry me regardless if you want to or not. But I want you all to myself" he says kissing my neck

he then looks up and waits for me to answer "I am all yours, we don't have to get married I'm already yours"

"You don't want to marry me?" He says worried

"I do but you just asked me out not long ago" I say and smile

He shrugs "and?"

"And, we are going to fast your gonna get tired of me really soon" I say laughing as he kisses me everywhere again

He stops and looks at me "I'll never get tired of you, Never get tired of my girl.I want you closer and closer every day, I want you to be on my skin I don't know how to explain it" he says smiling

And I start laughing "I know, I feel the same but not right now"

He nods "but you will marry me one day right?"

I place a kiss on his lips and say "of course"

"Yeah you better" he said getting in the crook of my neck

And I chuckle and start playing with his hair

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It's morning and Sebastian is on the crook of my neck talking to someone

"When does dad need me?" He says

"Fuck" he whispers and gets off my neck and stands up

"Fuck alright I'll be there"he said facing the window

He leaves to the bathroom without saying nothing

I get out of bed and head to the bathroom

I opened the door "baby are you okay?"

He walks up to me and grabs my face and says "we have to go to Italy, I just want to tell you now that whatever happens I'm not leaving you okay?"

"Wait what?" I say lowkey scared, where is this coming from