WANT YOU ALL TO MYSELF

Chapter 15

I wake up and Sebastian is not in bed

I sit up and try to walk but this shit hurts like a bitch

I somehow make it to my room, and as I'm brushing my teeth someone comes in the bathroom.

And I jumped Sebastian almost gave me a heart attack

"Fuck, you scared the shit out of me dude," I say

"Dude? Don't ever call me that again" he said walking to me

I roll my eyes "How do you feel" he said now his chest facing my back

"I feel normal" I lied

I finish and get out of the room limping

He laughs in the bathroom "You feel normal hm?" He said leaning against the door

"Yes I do now shut up," I said

"Stop giving me an attitude princess," he says walking towards me

I roll my eyes at him and then he grabs me and places me on the bed

"You want me to give you a reason for those eyes of yours to roll your back," he said looking at me

"I would like that," I say with a smirk

He starts kissing me and says "Is that so? hmm?"

"Cause yesterday was nothing, I was going super easy mode," he says smirking

We got interrupted when his sister came into the room without knocking

"Oh shit, I'm sorry," she says

I push him off me "We weren't doing nothing you could look"

She peaks through her hand and then notices we have clothes on and takes her hands off her eyes

"I'm sorry for the interruption but we have to go to the mall we have somewhere to go," she says

I jump up and sit right back down when I felt a sharp pain, fuck,

I look at Seb and he has a smirk, he thinks I'm not going but I am

"Alright just let me change, both of you guys get out," I say

"Alright see you downstairs I'm hungry," she says leaving

I look at Sebs and he is looking at me "Get out"I say when I feel like I am gonna fold from his eye contact

He chuckles and hovers over me "I don't think you should go sweetheart" he says kissing me

"Oh, I am going," I say

"Let me go with you," he says

I shrug "Ask Olivia she invited me"

He stands up and says "I'm going whether she wants me or not"

He leans down places s kiss on my cheek and leaves.

I walk to the bathroom and take a shower with cold water

I felt better I was limping but It wasn't noticeable thank god

I head downstairs and stop when I hear Olivia say "You like her?"

"I don't know," he says

"I think you do"

"I don't know Olivia stop asking questions"

"Then you love her?" She asked

"What, no I don't love her. We are Gonna be together for a year. I'm just gonna fuck her" he says

I don't know why but that hurt, I shouldn't care but for some reason I did.

I don't care if he took my virginity he ain't touching me again

"LIV can we eat first I'm fucking hungry" I scream acting like I'm just coming down

"Yeah sure, but this dude wants to come with us"

I shrug and don't even look at him

I get a piece of bread and we all head out

We walked to the car, and Sebastian asked me to sit in front

But I said I'm good" and I sat in the back

Olivia sits in the front because I told her to

We get food and then head to the mall

We made it to the mall and we got a couple of clothes

Sebastian has tried to talk to me but I've been either ignoring him or just nodding when he asks a question

We went to the cologne store and he asked if it smelled good I nodded.

I don't think he liked that I nodded at all.

but it did smell good, it smelled like him

He looked at me for a few seconds and then asked Olivia if it smelled good and she said yes

We got out of the store and headed to eat at McDonald's. It's been so long since I've gotten McDonald's

I ate my food in the back seat, on my way back I was just talking to Olivia while she sat in front

"Girl, Damon is way finer than Stefan," I say

"Okay he has perfections but I think Stefan is hotter. I think he will fuck me just right" she says not caring about her brother driving

"Yeah I don't know about that one, he will fuck you slow while with Damon he will probably break your back and the bed too, and that's what we need," I say smiling

"Alright both of you guys shut the fuck up," Sebs says his jaw tense

"Jeez, let me sit in the back so we could talk then," she says

"We are almost there relax just stop talking about it," he said

I don't say anything

We made it home and now we are in my room, trying to find some clothes to wear for tonight

When we do find the clothes to wear, I look at Olivia and she looks like she wants to tell me something "What" I say knowing it's about her brother

"Okay I'ma be honest, I'm not saying my brother is a bad person well he is he killed millions of people. but like I just don't want you to get hurt, always keep in mind it's an arrangement. I love you like a sister and I don't want to see you hurt over a fucking man, especially my dumb brother" she says

I smile at her, I know I shouldn't have feelings for him but I do, I mean he took my virginity and I've always said I wanted to lose it to the right man but I guess not.

If I could just go back I probably would if I knew he just wanted to fuck till the arrangement is over

I say " I know"

I put a smile and jump up "Okay I'm ready for tonight, we should take a shower and get ready" I say

She nods and gets up and goes to the guest room

I take a shower and change and do my makeup

I walk out when I'm ready and then I'm met with Sebs on the phone, I was about to walk downstairs when he pulled me towards him and then said "I'll call you back"  and hung up

"Why are you ignoring? It's been all day" he said close to me

"Sebastian get out my way I have to go" I say

He hears the guest room door open and he lets go of me and acts like nothing happened