The Italian Boys

Lies

My life was going too perfect I hadn't cut in like a month and I was going to my appointments regularly and taking my pills Thanksgiving is soon and I have a lot to be thankful for the only thing that has been rocky

Is my relationship with Omar he started acting weird and I can't hide him anywhere in school it's so frustrating because he won't tell me what's going on what's even worse is my brothers or sisters come tell me Nathan is pretty touchy with Omar

Nathan and I weren't exactly best friends but I've spoken to him I know Omar he doesn't talk to people outside of his group of friends he feels so distant I just don't know what to do

I didn't want to worry but he's making it so hard all I can think about is what's going on between Nathan and him? how do they know each other? My head is filled with questions that I know he won't answer

"Hi Sweets" Omar kissed my lips sitting across from me in the cafeteria our relationship is public now people at school don't really care and my parents don't either ofc they have a bunch of children to make sure the bloodline continues

"Hi I missed you" I said smiling at him we talked and ate lunch together I was so happy when school ended we have two weeks off the school because their fixing the school's classrooms with new ceilings starting tomorrow I was hoping Omar would invite me over but instead

I saw Nathan getting into the car with him I made eye contact with Omar and he looked ashamed getting into my car I drove home a sting in my chest he didn't invite me over he invited Nathan not me

"Pollo what's wrong?" Dax asked as I walked inside tears streaming down my face "Omar I think he's cheating on me with Nathan" I said hugging Dax tightly

"Where is he?" Dax asked getting angry "I think he's at home... His apartment" I mumbled Dax sent him to Sage and Tatum taking Ajax with him

Omar:

I was at home trying to get rid of Nathan he wouldn't leave I tried to stay away from him but at every turn he was there waiting it's like he has a map of my every location I was annoyed

"Nathan I have things to get done please leave" I said "But we're hanging out" he said I sighed deeply and walked into the kitchen there was a few banging on my door assuming it was my friends we're suppose to hangout

I went to the door flipping Nathan off opening it I was felt with a punch to the face stumbling back "What the fuck Dax!" I shouted my lip bleeding

"Is this how you treat Pollo after being together all these months!" Dax shouted what is he talking about "How dare you cheat on him!" Ajax shouted cheat?!

"What are you talking about?!" I was getting angry they were accusing me of cheating "What the fuck is going on" Nathan came and helped me to my feet "Stay the fuck away from Pollo" Dax said turning around he left with Ajax

"What was that about?" Nathan asked I shrugged and went into a daze staring into the distance

The next day at school I was irritated my lip still busted from yesterday "What happened to you?" Thomas asked Amy gasped and touched my lip "Where's Pollo?" I asked Serena pointed at his locker

I went over to him and grabbed him by the arm "Omar what the- let go of me" Pollo said "Why the fuck are your brothers accusing me of cheating they came to my house and punched me in the face do you see the bruise on my cheek Pollo do you!" I shouted upset

"I-.. I thought you were cheating because Nathan was always touchy with you and you invited him over yesterday not me" Pollo said tears forming in his eyes "So you sent your brothers to assault me physically?! Pollo you could have came and asked instead of assuming" My voice lowed

"Omar I need a break" Pollo basically whispered my hands lowed from his arm "Fuck you Pollo" I said and walked away "Omar!" I heard him call my name but I didn't turn back I couldn't tears burned my eyes

I got into my car and drove to the nearest bar I could find I don't remember a lot after that I got wasted I could barely stand I remember Nathan finding me at my car he drove me home and I asked him to leave

I heard the door shut but I could feel someone kissing and sucking on my neck "Go away I don't want to" I mumbled my eyes closed I tried to turn away but my hands were held down my pants were taken off and the last thing I remember is saying no...

The next morning I woke up exhausted my back ached my head hurting remembering the activities from Las night my eyes shoot up and I flew out of bed my sheets were stained with blood and cum

It all flashes before me Nathan he.. he raped me is it even considered rape? I said no didn't I? I didn't consent i didn't...

My whole body went numb I felt numb I could never tell anyone what happened instead I pushed my feelings aside even tho I wanted to scream and cry and tear my hair out I removed the sheets from my head and threw it away

The clothes I wore yesterday I threw it away my shoes I threw it away I didn't want to be reminded of anything that happened I needed to forget I showered and scrubbed my skin until it started to turn red

I layed in bed and cried