The Italian Boys

February Love

Christmas passed and there was nothing not a text or a call I had bought him a Christmas gift despite being on a break he didn't come to school the whole month of January and I was scared

That things won't get better for us February came and it stung he hadn't made any contact in a month and some weeks were we really over? While at home playing videogames to distract myself the door bell rang

“I'll get it” Janiyah said running to get the door we didn't know who it was until he stood in front of us in the living room suddenly my throat still dry and my whole body went numb he's really here

“What the fuck are you doing here!?” Dax yelled already upset he stood up but I immediately rose up as well “Dax enough this is my relationship” I said stepping between him and Omar taking Omar by his wrist I took him to the study room

Afraid of taking him to my bedroom he stared not saying anything for awhile until he cleared his throat “I think it's best we talk about this before deciding what's going to happen between us” Omar said I nodded and sat down on the table he leaned against the wall

“Omar-” I started “Let me talk” He said I nodded and he closed his eyes sighing deeply I waited

“Nathan and I use to be best friends before Pandora,Amy and everyone it was the two of us eventually we turned into friends with benefits it was fun at first the sneaking around lying to our friends face but then it got complicated Nathan was controlling he wouldn't let me hook up with anyone else he made a bunch of rules and would punish me if I didn't follow and not the pleasure able kind of punishment he knew my body like it was a puzzle he knew where every piece fits the first day he came back I tried to avoid him I ran I hid but it's like he always were where to find me and he tried to become friends with you Nathan forcefully sucked me off one day after school I was driving he was in the passenger seat he leaned over and undid my pants I told no I'm dating Pollo it's against the rules he pinned my hands to my side and did it anyway after that I went home and showered feeling disgusted with myself..” Omar paused taking a deep breath

“For weeks I tried to get rid of him I hid from everyone but he could always find me when Dax and Ajax came to my apartment I was trying to get Nathan to leave they accused me of cheating on me I was such in a daze I couldn't believe it myself but when you said you needed a break I lost it I felt hurt and betrayed so I went to the nearest bar I could find and I got wasted I could have barely stand” Omar had tears running from his eyes

“i remember trying to get into my car and Nathan drove me home I asked him to leave I went to my room and I remember him kissing and sucking on my neck...I- I told him no I didn't want to he r... raped me Pollo I didn't willingly have sex with him I didn't consent i would have never done that to you I hated myself for weeks I showered and scrubbed my skin until it started to bleed” Omar paused again sobbing

“I cut myself... I burned myself.. I threw away everything from that day my clothes, shoes,sheets everything I never wanted to relive it again I knew he'd be in school so I didn't go my heart ached for you I wished you would just call once and check in even just come see me but nothing your brothers insulted my friends I felt like you didn't even care I needed you I longed for you and where were you?” Omar choked out

It felt like my whole world shattered he was raped?! I wasn't there for him I didn't even try to- oh my god I was a terrible boyfriend and a terrible friend before I could even process what's going on I ran over to him and hugged him tightly Omar just sobbed in my arms tears wetting my shirt

I held him tightly as he cried “I'm so sorry I'm so sorry” I apologized over and over he held me close and tightly I didn't know how much time passed but he finally pulled away resting his forehead against mine “Your the first person I let touch me in months” he whispered sniffing a little

“Omar if I had known- god I'm so fucking sorry” I apologized again instead of saying anything he kissed me his lips soft against mine I didn't expect him too after everything he's been through but here we are my fingers found their way to his hair tugging on it

Omar kissed down my neck and onto my jawline a moan slipped past my lips “Omar are you sure?” I asked uncertain of what he wants he looks at me with eyes full of lust “I'm going to bend you over that table and take you like there's no tomorrow” Omar said I gulped fuck that's hot

He began to kiss me again picking me up I gasped and wrapped my legs around his waist removing his shirt I made my way down his neck and chest until I was on my knees undoing his pants

Timeskip

I moaned loudly and bit my lip as Omar thrusted hardly into me my hips digging into the table Omar thrusted harder and deeper I wanted to scream he fucked me with anger and lust it felt amazing

My head felt like it was spinning Omar hands on my hips he buried himself deep into me I arched my back and cried out in pleasure he pounded into me holding me still by my hips

Timeskip

After Omar just destroyed me we sat cuddled up on the couch a blanket that's always in the room covering our naked bodies my fingers ran through his hair as he layed relaxed against my chest

He's been through so much from now on I just want to see him happy first I have to talk to my siblings and have them apologize to Omar and his friends then I have to find Nathan

I'm going to make his life a living fucking hell for hurting my sweet boy