I am peacefully looking at the sea like there's no tomorrow. This Island is really nice, so do the waves. I live for how many years and I haven't had any chance to see nice and beautiful as this place.
God... I feel like I am late with something that I should be having at this time and at this age. I know this is not the end, and I know my parents would do anything to find me and I know they will find me, just not now, but I know soon.
Natigil naman Ako sa pag iisip ko nang may tumabi saakin kaya naman nilingon ko kung sino yon at Nakita Kong si Hazel.
I feel so bad now, thinking what I did these past days, knowing that I involved her to my hostile that she didn't deserve in the first place because of my jealousy. Which wasn't right..
"Hey.." she said with a smile on her face at maayos na umupo sa tabi ko. "Why are you alone? Where's kuya?" She asked.
"I just want alone time.. to think?" Sabi ko at pekeng ngumiti sa kaniya. I feel so guilty.
"Oh, I see.."
Hindi na Ako sumagot pa at naging dahilan yon para mamuntawi ang katahimikan sa pagitan namin dalawa. Nakamasid lang kami sa hampas ng alon. Medyo may kalakasan na dahil hapon na din naman.
It is amazing. I wish I could stay like this forever. Kahit mag isa nalang Ako Basta ganito ang makikita ko araw araw. Kahit talikuran na Ako ng mundo Basta ganito katahimik ang buhay ko, ayos na ako.
And as long as I can do whatever I want..
"The waves are really wild.." she said. Tinignan ko siya. Napangiti naman ako, because its wildness makes the waves beautiful.
"I call them 'my escape'." Sabi ko kaya naman napatingin siya saakin na para bang nagtatanong kung bakit? I let out my chuckles because of that. Well, it is my escape, it is the waves help me escape, of course also Nathan and his yatch.
Speaking of... ano kaya ginagawa Niya ngayon?
"How come it is your escape? If you don't mind I ask?" She said. Nakunot naman ang noo ko habang nag iisip ng isasagot ko dahil ayokong pag usapan ang personal life ko.
"It's a long story.. and I might cry if we try to talk about it." Pagbibiro ko sa kaniya. Mahina naman siyang natawa.
To be honest, she's not that bad. Maybe he really like Nathan to act so maarte in front of him? I mean, I can't blame her, Nathan is really good looking man and hot as fck. He's also good man, but not in bed.
I mean, I just know even we did it just once. Fcked me hard for the first time? Gosh, I don't know what else and how hard he can fck a woman.
Still, thanks to him. I became woman at least.
"I understand... You are not comfortable to talk about it." Sabi niya. "I mean, everyone has something to deal with, you know?" Sabi niya at malungkot na ngumiti.
"Yeah, Do you also escaped under these waves?" Nangiti naman siya at tumango tango na para bang parehas lang kami ng sitwasyon.
"Big yes." Sabi niya.
"Wait, so pati si Hanz?!" Gulat Kong tanong. Dahil nakausap ko lang noong nakaraan si Hanz, and he was talking nice about their family. Oh jeez, stop self! 'Wag lang manguna sa kwento!
"No, he's here for vacation. But me? I want to stay here for good but I can't. I have life outside of this Island." Sabi niya.
"So? What were you escaping with?" I asked. I am so curious about it! I thought they have a perfect life!
