attachment ❀ n.h

fourteen

irene

"Hello, internet!" Dan and Phil greeted at the camera while me and Alex hide at their backs. We looked at each other and tried not to laugh.

Phil smiled at the camera, "Dan, looks like we have guest for today.

"Oh, yeah, is it your mum?"

"Geez, Dan!" Phil rolled his eyes and we popped out like confetti and said, "Hello!" Alex smiled as I took out my hand and faked shake it to the camera as if we're having a meeting like face to face.

"So this is Alex Coleman and this is Irene Dunne!" Dan introduced us to the audience (camera), "So, what do you guys do?" Phil asked as they both looked at us, Alex went first.

"I have a channel called KingOfPizzaAlex! I'm from Brighton but I moved here in Manchester because of university, and Irene is my neighbor!" Alex pointed at me and I smiled widely.

I took out my hand and did a peace sign, "Yo, wassup! I have a story slash fanfiction on Wattpad, my username is girlalmightea, and yeah, my book is gonna publish real soon!"

"Wait, so, you're like a writer? Like legitimately, an author?" Dan asked.

"I considerer myself as a Wattpad writer. Yeah." I said and smiled at the camera. "That is cool. Really cool. Now, make a poem for us about us." Phil said as I faked coughed.

"I'm with two lads
They are gigantic
I feel small
Because they are giants
I hate being ugly-
Because they're attractive as hell."

"That is some Shakespeare shit!" Dan swore and I looked Phil who look disappointed because he swore, maybe his channel is clean. The three laughed as we proceeded to the Q&A portion. Half of the questions are dares and most of them are "Phan" moments. There was this one time I opened their window and yelled, "I love tampons because they make me feel fresh as fuck!"

At the last question, it was a serious question:

"What is your fear?" Dan asked as we both look each other. Phil went first, he fears the dark. Same with Dan, he fears the dark, trees in the dark, also the girl from the Ring. Third, it was Alex' turn:

"I fear losing something or someone. Long story." Alex pursed his lips.

"So, yeah. I fear getting hurt, the feeling of pain. I just hate it." I chuckled.

We ended the video, while Dan and Phil started editing videos.

-

Dan and Phil ordered pizza for dinner, while me and Alex make spaghetti with meatballs. "So, you hate getting hurt, huh?" Alex brought the topic.

"Uh. Yeah. I got bullied when I was 13 to 16 years old. It was a tragic."

"No shit. Go on!" He put the noodles at the boiling water, "You first. I'll tell you my story about why do I fear losing someone."

"I was bullied. That's all. Typical teenager story. Nice, right?" I said with a sarcastic tone, he rolled his eyes and looked at me, "Alright, alright."

"When I was 13, my boy best friend and I was hanging out in my bedroom. I was laying on my bed, he tripped and fell on me. Yeah. He kissed me. I kissed him back." I said as I chopped the onions.

I sighed, "We became boyfriends-girlfriends in 9th grade. Since he's a popular guy at school, girls drool over him."

"There was this one day, it was November. It was actually my birthday. 10th grade, I found out that he cheated on me and the girl who he cheated on me with is my ex-best friend. After that, they started spreading rumors about me being pregnant, me being raped, me taking pills to kill myself. It was horrible that I dropped out and was homeschooled. But it didn't end quickly-"

"What happened?" Alex looked at me and wrapped an arm around me.

"The girl, my ex-best friend, committed suicide. They all blamed me, they sent me death threats, they thought I was the reason why she rank too much sleeping pills and cut her wrist, but the reason why she committed suicide is that my ex-boyfriend left her and she was pregnant. Yeah. She's in rehab."

"Tragic." He whispered as tears started falling down on my cheeks, he pulled me into a hug, "I'm so so sorry that bad things happened to you." I shook my head and cried on his chest.

"You know what, Irene."

I tiled my head up and looked at him, "What?"

"That girl is the reason why I have fear in losing someone."

-----

WHOOP WHOOP. CLIFFHANGER EVERYBODY. BYE.