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Niall

People say that you'll not find a friend from the internet, but no. I just found a friend, so that's a lie. Irene and I have been exchanging 'I love you's since a week ago, we've been talking a lot about books and life. She even asked me if I can send her a (my) selfie, of course I panicked.

What if she thinks I'm fake, she thinks I'm a fat old-pedophile who wants her? Of course, I want her to think that I'm not fake but I can't just say that I'm her so-called 'sunshine', of course, she wouldn't believe me because she met me in the internet. Internet is full of fake assholes-pedophiles. She's scared, I can feel it.

Justine is here, maybe she could ask her some questions about Irene. I went downstairs to check if Justine's awake, she was. So, I went to her to have a little chat. I sat beside her and she put the side of her head, "Is there something wrong?" She asked as she unlocked her phone. She started playing Dragon City.

"Irene and I had a little chat earlier." I gulped as she looked at me, surprised, "She asked me for a selfie. My selfie. Of course, I didn't send her one. Do you think she thinks I'm fake? I mean, like she thinks that I'm a fat ass pedophile?"

She chuckled, "That's the dumbest question I've ever heard in my whole life, Horan!" She slapped her knee and laughed at me, "She likes you! She's been talking about you all the time. Like every time we chat, she talks about you."

"She likes me? As a friend?" I asked as she sighed and nodded.

But, she shook her head, "She likes you because you make her happy."

"Well, that's a great thing to hear. Don't tell her I like her, too." I chuckled and she snorted, "Alright, alright. But what if she asks you for a selfie again? What would you do?" She asked and crossed her arms on her chest.

I sighed, she's right. I can't hide forever, I mean, there's no forever (AN: BITTER LOL), nothing stays, nothing stays the same. But someday, I'll tell her, in the right time. I think she'll get mad at me because I've been lying or hiding to her, but I also think she'll be happy, because I'm Niall. Niall Horan, her sunshine.

"Tell her the truth, even if she'll not believe me."

"She will."

"How can you be so sure?"

"I'm her best friend. I know her. Trust me."

Maybe she's right, maybe she's wrong.

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