eda clawthorne x reader (the owl house)

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yeah this is pretty old

"I'm sorry (Y/N), but this isn't going to work out."


I stare at the golden-eyed woman in disbelief, "W-What do you mean? I thought we were doing fine- if this is about your curse-" I've always known how insecure she felt about the curse, but I've always done my best to remind her that I was all in, curse or not.

Eda sighed, "It's not that, it's just- it's complicated." She looks at me with guilt, "It's not you-" I cut her off,  my tears already threatening to roll down my face, "Don't say that. Please, I just want to know why." I look up at her, but she couldn't look me in the eyes. Deep down I knew why, but I still wanted to know what she would say. I just wanted to know if she would be honest with me.

"I'm not over them."

Raine.

I remember when Eda told me about the breakup, we were just sipping apple blood on her couch, and the subject came up. I don't remember what I asked, but all I know is that's how I found out. We weren't dating yet. However, I remember the way her lip trembled when she told me, and how my heart broke seeing the woman I love cry. It was a sad moment, and with the alcohol in the picture, Eda made the mistake of kissing me and misled me into believing that she felt the same way I did.

Now I'm back to the present. Eda doesn't love me. She loves them. She always has and always will. But I still couldn't help but wonder...

"Why? You know how much I love you. Why did you tell me you loved me? Why would you lie?"

Eda sighs, "I don't know."

I wipe my tears, and the pain doesn't matter to me anymore. I should've known.

What am I doing here?

I stand up and look at her, "Goodbye Eda."

A part of me hopes she calls my name and asks me to stay.

But she doesn't.

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