MY LIFE( Book 3)

CH 7

Kimora

We should be on our way to Andy's house but nooo Kimberly's big mouth led her father here. I can tell by the knock"i think Kim told her father,his the one knocking" i tell hubby,he frowns hard and yah its going to be a very long night for me"not only did you two sneak around and pretend to hate each other, you made another child, now his in our yard!?Kimora stop testing me. Get rid of him we have places to be'' I'm shaking in my boots , I nod fast as hell as he goes to the direction of our room,I walk to the door to open with a sigh" you're not welcomed here"i state soon as I open,he looks mad mad"where is he?" I shrug"what do you want? "I ask nicely " where's your husband?'' I smirk"good that you remember I am married. What do you want Micheal?"I ask bored" I won't touch on the abuse, keep it away from our daughter." He comments making me frown 🙁 " I was willing to come here and kill that dog you call a husband but I've done worse to you so I will back off your personal life. Let's talk about MJ" I frown harder. " not now, I did my husband wrong, give me time'' he frowns" so now you understand the concept of cheating in your marriage!ungazo dlala wena"he says sounding angry " give me time we will talk,just not here"i try to plea with a whisper"time is what I don't have Kimora, you hid our son from me,then dump him on me while his already attached to you, what do you call that?when did you become this person?" He asks worried,well sounds like he is.His not shouting for once" i-I Will explain some other time please get out. My husband is in the other room probably listening I'm not in the mood for drama tonight"i whisper,he looks at me with a sigh 😔 and a frown" let's go"i step back haibo this man" hayi wena leave my house kgante keng ? We've disrespected my husband enough please" i beg,he nods" tomorrow, our house,same time. Don't be late" he whispers,I nod hayi anything for him to leave.  🤧🫣we do have a house together " I mean it Kimora or I'll be back here" I just nod,off he goes" you like provoking me right Mma?"I quickly turn shook haibo when did he get here''I-Its not like that, I swear I didn't think he will have the guts to come in the yard. I knew Kimberly will tell him something like you almost putting your hands on her and not my business " I confess " and the house his talking about?why are you still with me huh mma? "He asks looking me straight in the eye,then chuckles " you must think I'm a fool 🤣 "he notes ,I shake my head moving backwards" I think it's best I go to Britz(North West) for a while, I don't want to hurt you sweetheart " I frown" no baby, it's not what you thi-..."i try to explain 🙅‍♂️" Don't patronize me woman!"he shouts making me flinch" how long has this been going on?when? We are always together Kimora, when do you find the time to go open your damn legs for your ex husband ? You have a house with him!?"he has a confused look, i dont know what to say" I-Im sorry baby..." i mumble 😔" this vase will land on your head,I will snap that head of yours from your body if you don't talk!"🤯😵with those words my body went cold, I know his capable" a couple of times i swear" i comment,he shakes his head,picks up the vase"lets try one more time, how long has your affaie been going on?"his mad mad at this point and I'm shaking becuase that vase will definitely lend on my head" 3 years,the affair has been going on for 3 years,thats the honest truth"  I whisper as I move backwards,he chuckles, places the vase back to where it was making me sigh'' right under everyone's nose huh"he comments,I keep quiet because if i talk hmmm,The beating I will get this day I must prepare myself,I close my eyes as I wait for an impact,instead I hear a door closing. Car door being shut. Oh his leaving😵wait his leaving!?"Haibo!"I run to the door hoping to catch him maybe but he drove off in so much speed making me sigh 😕 okay he will be back I should take double dose of pain tolerance injection tonight. Hell is waiting

Kimberly

Back to me, well My dad left an hour ago,I've been with MJ since,worried a bit about my mom but my dad will sort it out" did your mother tell you how MJ came about?"I look at my door oh it's step mommy''I think those questions should be reserved for my dad"i comment" you are old enough. I believe you are wiser and you have noticed patterns. Your father has never been a meter close to your mother but here is Mj how come?" I sigh"MommyA I also don't have a clue,mama hasn't sat me down for that yet, I discovered that her marriage isn't perfect before she could tell me anything" she nods" about that, how does your mother get abused but none of you in the house know?" She asks ,not concerned,she's just fishing out news"none of your business"i reply,she clicks her tongue " that's why you will never have a life of your own. Too much in your parent's business nxa" she says that and walks "bitter woman" I mumble, i see my Masego calling me"Girl you are MIA"she comments soon as I answer" you've seen Twitter Sego"she sighs" it's worse, the rumors were dying down now things escalated.  Your dad was seen at your house, your step father was seen leaving in a hurry. It's not pretty for your mom on the net "I sigh" let me check it out. I'll text you"i say then hang up. Sure my mom is trending. 🤧🙁they are basically saying my mom will never stop cheating. She's a hoe. "Oh mother" I mumble, I was about to text her until I saw his messages oh how did I miss this? Sure I have a boyfriend his all the way in USA ,not the man I want though. The one I want calls me niece niece, I don't know why because his not my uncle 🤧😄🤫oh his saying his coming this side for a few weeks,he lives in Durban I'm at waterfall Joburg. Okay now I am excited 😊I reply him and say see you then. Does he know ?yes, we have kissed one too many times. He should just switch off his guilt, the connection is deep. Downsize he is practically Andile's adoptive uncle. Hmmm.

*****

Days went by and my mom has been trending, from what Andy said she's not fine. She had a fight with Tj, his not happy with her cheating, his even threatening to take Pam Pam from my mom's care,which his nuts. I'm studying radio graphy and let me tell you, missing classes hasn't been helping I'm kind of behind. "Can you baby sit your brother for me?"I look at my dad, he sees me about to head out" but daddy I can't, I have classes today and I-" he sighs" I have a 2 hours meeting ,you always skip school, another day won't hurt"he says rushing out" I will stay with him, either way I'm his mama now" I breath, ain't no way I'm leaving him with her(step mommy)"uhm no, I will take him to his real mother thanks " I comment,yes I don't like her,she sighs and leaves him where he was.  I drop my bags so that I pack his stuff. Once I was done,my Uber was waiting. Mj doesn't cry alot, his an observer this boy. 45 minutes I am home, looks like it's only my mom at home "lil sis"oh it's Tj I think he was here for Pam"hey, is mom home?"I ask he nods, he takes Mj" he looks like the baby you ,difference is that his grumpy "he comments as we go inside" Tj I thought you lef-.. why is he here?" That's my mom asking with a frown. If I didn't know better I would say my mom dislikes Mj "don't take out your anger on the baby, you made him with Love,deal with it" I frown Tj is out of line,my mom sighs as she takes the baby,okay she doesn't dislike him, her face lit up from grumpiness that she had a moment ago,as she baby talks him"let me put him in the cot,I be back" I nod and face Tj" and then bro? Why are you rude to mama?" I ask concerned " wa ntena mama gao Kim, she knows where cheating got her and she still does it? Wa ntena honestly "I frown"dont say that about our mother"i reprimand him,he shrugs" I'm being honest,  wa ntena,she will never grow up, she wants to finish every man on earth before she can be satisfied?"I frown harder seeing the face our mother made,his facing me so he doesn't see her that she's standing there" you are old enough lil sis, soon enough you will think being a hoe is life and you won't be stoppable, don't be like our mother please "he begs, I sigh trying to say something to warn him that mama is behind him yoh hayi his talking shame" Pops hasn't been back since that day he left, she's pretending to be cool about it but she knows she fucked up, if you wanna be like her, don't involve me in your shenanigans,  it's hard enough to trust a woman these days because of your mother. Don't let it get to your side where men think you are like her and they play you before you could experience true commitment. Actually don't date until you are 30. " I sigh, he has crushed mama's spirit that she is quietly watching" I think you've said enough, why are you here? Pam is at school "I ask him" was here to check on your mother, she's my queen at the end of the day, onobe a ntena" he comments" kahore kao tena ngwanaka hao ntswele ka motse?" She calmly asks him,did he not jump "I-Im" I giggle 😄 it's like his not the one who was blabbing but I gave him signs" you are a father now Tremaine,  I raised you the best way I know how, if that's not enough that's tough because you only have 1 mother and that's me. If you judge me so harshly what is left for the rest of the world? Have I not done enough to raise you?" 🤧I wasn't expecting her to be so sad when asking she's really hurt " trust me you raised us good mama, enough to leave us with scars,me mostly yet you are back to your old ways, Why? Ben loves you so much,why would you hurt him like this?with Micheal of all people" I frown,now I want to comment but she still wants her secret to be kept by the look she gave me" I did him wrong,my husband and I will fix it, just don't judge me. Andy and Kim are not fussing over this" he huffs, grabbing his car keys " that's because Kimberly was very young to see how your hoe ways let us to the lives we lived, I saw things I wasn't supposed to because you just like to hoe yourself a way, there was really no reason to give Micheal a child now while your marriage is thriving. Andy has never seen what I've seen,I have a right to get mad, your choices in life has led me to where I am right now. Wa ntena mama, wa ntena just like all of these women around the world la ntena" he storms out leaving us with a sigh"why didn't you tell him the truth? You like when he starts insulting you like this?" I question " go to school Kimberly. I already ruined one child of mine, you won't be next. Go to school or I'll go and attend with you" she looks serious " well I am on my way to school, uhm I'll fetch Mj later she shakes her head " I'll drop him off, your step mother and I need to talk. None of your business" I was about to ask to talk about what,damm this woman knows me" oh I know Sbusiso is in Town,if I get a report that you spoke to him. You will know the Hoe Tj is referring to, ketlogo bontsha mmao my child" 🙁🤧" I - I didn't even know" I tell her lying "you're my child Kim, go to school,straght to school..."I sigh mxm so much for wanting to be cuddled.

********************************