"Where The Dark Ends"... [𝕄𝕚𝕟𝕤𝕦𝕟𝕘]

CHAPTER 5:: "An Risae."

An Risae. Risae. The name keeps replaying In my head. I needed to know more about this monster. I needed to find her, I needed to give the bitch what she deserves- I can't believe I'm cursing so much.., I don't usually curse!! I just happen to when I'm angry..

Instagram.

If I search her name on Instagram, will I find her? Worth a shot.

I searched her name and an account popped up. "Itsrisaean" I immediately clicked on the account, looks like the user doesn't go online anymore, there's only a few posts that was posted years ago. I scrolled through the pics and my eyebrows raised in surprise when I saw a specific one.

Isn't that Minho beside her?? Aww, he looks so cute- what am I saying.. so this is his ex huh? An Risae..l tried to message her but it's turned off. Sigh.

I put my phone down and stare at the ceiling for a while, dunno why though. The lollipop incident keeps coming in my mind-
I quickly shook my head. No, I can't be thinking about that right now, poor Minho.. I wish I could bring back his mother again, I want to see the look in his face when he sees his mother again, the smile on his face. Oh how bad I want to see it..

So.. Minho's not a virgin huh? Why is it my business anyways.

*ttingg*

"You have been added to 'SKZ🔥🔥' by @Jeong_in" 

huh? What is this? I check out the group and holy- it was Minho's friend group!! Why did jeongin add me there? I'm not even close to be their friend.. I'm so out of their league, does Minho know about this?

   SKZ🔥🔥

  11:56 PM.

🔥MINHO🔥 -

"Lmaoo ikr."

🔥FELIX🔥 -

"Hyunjin is so real like who the fuck drinks grass for lunch."

02:11 AM.

🔥JEONGIN🔥 HAS ADDED doolsetnet. TO THE GROUP

🔥HYUNJIN🔥 -

"what the actual fuck."

doolsetnet

"Uhm.."

🔥JEONGIN🔥 -

"Hiii jisungie!!"

🔥JEONGIN🔥 HAS SET doolsetnet.'S NAME TO 🔥JISUNG🔥

🔥JISUNG🔥

"Jeongin I don't think your friends would like me being here.."

🔥JEONGIN🔥 -

"Who said?? And who cares if they don't? You're now my friend,
Our friend and a part of this group too!"

I don't know how to feel about this. I'm not used to having much friends.., and judging by hyunjin's reaction I'm pretty sure he is NOT okay with me being there. What if they leave this group because of me..? What if I ruin their friendship? I feel so small and different from them, they are really close and free with each other, I'll just end up making a mess in this friend group by my awkwardness and they'll probably just make fun of me. I don't know if I want to be a part of their group or not.. the friend group seems complete already, I'll just be that one awkward newbie..

I scroll through the group members and to my surprise, it's not just the four of them, there was three more members!  'Bangchan'...'Seungmin'...'Changbin'
Damn it, I feel even more self conscious and crowded now. I'll probably get side eyes from them too like I got from hyunjin..