"Where The Dark Ends"... [𝕄𝕚𝕟𝕤𝕦𝕟𝕘]

CHAPTER 6:: Ramen Party!

Jeongin forced me to hang out with them today. It's not like I hated it, I was just afraid I'd mess something up again. He begged to convince me with that cute pouty face, how could I say no?!

The four boys and I were in a cafe, Minho was on his phone the whole time and the others were talking and chatting to themselves, the introvert soul in me stayed quiet and couldn't help but glance a few times at Minho. He looked so attractive..I wish I could just control my crazy heartbeat whenever I'm around him. My eyes darted from his eyes to his sharp nose to his lips, they looked so kissable..

Jeongin suddenly slammed his fist on the table lightly, which caught everyone's attention on him. "Ahem, it's decided now, we'll go to my house for the little party."

Party?! What party? Did I miss something?

I immediately spoke. "What party??"

"Oh right-, I forgot to tell you, so we're having this little sleepover party but if we say it like that it sounds pretty weird so basically we call it a ramen party cause ramen is involved in it and-"

"Hold up- can you go a little slow?" I didn't even catch anything he said.

"Ahahah sorry- so basically, we do ramen parties every month usually in Minho's house but this time it's gonna be in my house for some personal reasons"

"Oh..nice, hope y'all have a good time at the party." I said awkwardly looking away.

The four boys stared at me weirdly, I feel like I said something wrong! I lower my head and stay quiet, I'm so embarrassed, why do I have to embarrass myself Infront of them like this everytime??

"Um..jisung, you do know that you're invited too right?" Felix said.

Wait what? I'm invited too? Me-? That's....okay I'm not really used to going to someone's house, especially a friend's house for a party. I'll just end up being a party-pooper...

"Me? Hahah I'm not..sure if I can come-"

"Pleeeeeeaaaaase jisungie I swear you'll love it there we'll have so much fun together with you and you'll get to know us more too!!" Jeongin pleaded.

"I-"

"You'll love the ramen there too! Minho hyung cooks the best ramen in the world in fact, anything he cooks is the best!!"

Wow, so Minho can cook too? This boy is full of surprises. Now that jeongin has said it, I'm kind of curious to taste Minho's cooking, is it really that good like jeongin has said?

"Jeongin I don't think I-"

"Please please please???"

"But I'm-"

"Pretty pretty pleaseeeeeeee????????"

"Fine, I'll come."

Jeongin cheered and handed me his address, gosh this boy is gonna be the death of me with his cuteness.. I'm assuming he's the maknae of the group. You know? I still don't think of myself as a part of them, I just can't convince myself okay? It's not that easy.

4:22 PM.

I should get ready soon, it's almost time for me to go to jeongin's house. I'm so nervous and insecure.. I'll just make a complete fool of myself there. And they'll literally watch me eating.. I'm insecure because of how I eat, the way my cheeks fill up like a squirrel whenever I put food in my mouth.. I've been called weird for it by my relatives several times, they tell me why can't I just eat normally.