"I'll prove it to you.."
I take a deep breath and prepare myself for what I'm about to do. My heartbeat is beating wildly in my chest. My body scoots closer to Minho by itself. Minho was staring at me with those hard yet soft eyes again, I cup his cheeks in my hand and make sure we are close enough.
Finally I'm touching his cheeks...they are so sharp..yet so smooth and flawless. I lean closer and I'm sure that he can tell my hands are trembling like crazy. With a shaky breath,
I finally lock our lips together, It doesn't make any sense to me. Why am I kissing him to prove my 'love' to him?
I could see how he was frozen for a moment but then to my surprise, his arms wrapped around my waist and he kissed me back. I've never thought this would happen. His lips are so... addicting.
My hand subconsciously ran up and down his chest, wanting to feel more of him. What I'm doing is wrong in so many ways... But this is my opportunity to feel more of his touch, and I'm not gonna miss it.
With my shaky hands, I unbutton his shirt. I feel nervous too, I don't know if this will go well.. I'm surprised that he isn't breaking the kiss and just letting me do whatever I want. So I pushed his shirt aside and traced my hands over his abdomen. He has abs, HE HAS ABSSSSSSS.
Okay I'm trying my best not to sound much like a simp rn-I slowly break the kiss and look up at him, my face is flushed. I swallowed hard and whisper.
"Minho.."
"ah fuck." Minho said with a low tone which caught me by surprise, he suddenly pushed me behind, pinning me down against the bed. Wow that was definitely unexpected. I think he's probably half asleep...probably not even knowing what he's doing right now, right..?
I take a moment to stare at his toned muscles, he's bigger than me of course. I wonder what else is big of him- I mean, ..let's just enjoy this moment."Minho...touch me." My mind spoke on its own, it's like my body isn't letting me take control.
Minho's gaze was dark, I could see something in them...lust. He took my sweater off, I was self conscious and tried to cover myself, but he moved my hands away, I couldn't help but let out a whimper when his warm hands roamed all over my upper body.
"Please..." I said, eager to feel him every way possible.
My vision was slightly blurry, but I could see him unbuttoning his pants. My breath caught in my throat, I can't believe we're actually gonna do this.. I feel a mix of.. excitement and uncertainty, is it the right time to do this? Is it the right age to do this?
I looked at him again and saw that he had already freed his hard cock, my eyes widened when i actually saw Minho's.. it's bigger than I thought! Mom I can't handle this take me home!!!
I let him take the lead, he moved his lips to my neck, I can't deny how good it feels.. my hands wrapped around his back, letting him just mark me up. He sucked and nibbled on my neck, enough to create two light hickeys. I whined a bit when he suddenly got up.
"You want to prove your love to me huh? Isn't that what you want?" He asked in a low tone.
I immediately nodded.
He grasped his own dick in his hand and looked down at me.
"Then prove it. Use your tongue for good."
I can't believe I'm gonna do this. I've never done this and barely watched any porn videos to know how to properly do this. Until Minho spoke again, in a soft tone this time.
"Don't worry, I'll guide you."
I looked up at his eyes and nodded, i get closer and closer to his thighs and reach out for his cock with my trembling hands. When I finally grab it, I stroke it a few times and take some deep breaths. He put his hand behind my head and gently guided me closer to his..
Okay..I can do this, I'll prove it to him. You can do this jisung.
I take one final shaky breath and press my lips against the tip of his cock. I could feel it slightly throbbing, then I finally take it in my mouth, I looked up to see if he's enjoying this, and watching his head fall back and him ruffling my hair slowly, it encouraged me even more. I took him fully in my mouth and started bobbing my head, I feel so overwhelmed, but I know I can do this.
I stopped when I suddenly felt a sticky and warm liquid in my mouth. Did he just..
I swallow his bittersweet cum and watch him pull out from my mouth. I did this, I really did this. But I really hope he enjoyed this.. I watch him with wide, unsure eyes as he leans down and wipes the few dripping of his release from my lips.
"You did so good, fucking good, jisung.."
I never thought something like this would happen. I'm shocked at myself too, who ever thought a simple kiss would lead to...this?
A/N:
Remember that this is my first time writing a smut, and I cringed at myself so hard while reading this💀.
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