the best thing

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The best thing I could ever get for a birthday would be for someone to pick me and commit to me and really want that. I wanted to spend every birthday for the rest of my life with you. I want to wake up being held by you. I still love you so much. I want our future together. I wanted you to want me back. I wanted you to stop doubting me. I wanted you to fight for me like I fought for you. Wishes don't come true if you say them out loud though, and maybe that is where I fucked up. I haven't said what I'm wishing for my birthday, but I can't help but always have hope.

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