Surreal love

Part 4

AT MAYA'S HOME
[ As i walked in i met my stepfather in the kitchen and my heart started to beat so fast that it would depart my chest but i acted brave,i didn't want to give him the feeling that he has instilled fear in me, i went straight to the snack counter and took out some snacks to eat in my room as i was about to leave hoping he would have said something i heard his ruscky chicken like voice mxm]
Thomas; we don't greet each other now May...
me; [rolled my eyes secretly]🙄 um sorry i thought i greeted my mind is so occupied right now
Thomas; oh darling ...want a massage[i knew where this lead and i was sh*** scared that i began stattering] come here
me; yy..yes  ssay.. it whhhi..while um here
Thomas; oh please ..get your scrawny body here before i lose my patience[i quickly walked to him and he made me give him my back, he started carressing my body,cupping my boobs all i could do was cry tears streaming down my face,you must wondering why i haven't told mm yet ..well the thing is mom has a heart disease so if she stresses too much she gets sick,i don't want her to leave me so i don't tell her and the video he has of me when he made me seduce him
Thomas; ooh come on May ...a little moaning won't kill you know[tears just rolled down my eyes as he started kissing my neck,biting me and i winced in pain, he left lovebites all around my neck, PATHETIC..he carried me to the main bedroom ,mainbedroom i mean where he sleeps with mom when she comes disgusting ,i even hate myself]
Thomas;[he sat on the couch and looked at me after he threw me on bed] Get rid of your clothes Maya
me; [my eyes just popped out] 👀👀
Thomas; now....[he said in a stern voice which startled me a bit,and i started taking off my clothes while tears blinded my vision but i would just blink them away, this was the first time he did this ,he asked me to lay on bed as he took out  his clothes and inserted his huge anaconda in my valley,  that's the day i lost my innocence to my step-father, he did as he pleased i couldn't help but cry 😭😭,after he was done pleasing himself on me ,i crawled to my room since i couldn't walk leaving blood stains on the bed and floor and went straight to the shower, i scrubbed my self till i was sore and pink, i hated myself right now, i got off the bathtub went to mom's medicine drawer, found morning after pills and allergex  then painkillers , i drank them and went to my room and cried myself to sleep......i woke up at around 07 30 and went to the kitchen because i was hungry and found him in the kitchen typing something in his laptop and i just froze on the spot wondering what to do , i don't know when he stood up but he was right infront of me and i began to tremble and i don't know when i peed on myself but i could feel my pants go wet and i looked down to see a pool of my urine]
Thomas; WHAT THE FU** IS WRONG WITH YOU MAY!!!!![ he shouted and tears rolled down my face as i looked down embarrassed ] 
me; uu..um sorr..sorry[my voice began  break ..i was trembling]
Thomas; clean that up before i f*** you up ,i'll be going on a meeting i'll be back by 1000 sharp i better find you ready for me sweetheart[ my heart was thundering as i nodded with tears on my eyes he left and i slammed to the floor crying my heart out for 30mins before i heard the gate  open  i knew he was back so i rushed to the kitchen storeroom took out a mop and wiped it out ,i made a mental note to mop the house after he leaves cause he might have forgot something and he'll leave then i ran straight to my room locked the door and went to shower ,stayed in there for about 30minutes before i had things breaking in the storeroom where DADDY said no one should go in except for him, wonder what's in there ??  as i descended the creaking wooden stairs  the dim light from the hallway flickered ,casting eerie shadows along the walls.My heart raced ,the echoes of muffled voices below sending cold chills down my spine .Suddenly the front door burst open ,and four masked figures rushed in, their frantic movements sending adrenaline surging through me .I froze caught between running for my life or calling my stepfather since i had my phone but before i could dial , two of them spotted me .With quick reflexes ,i saw one of them raise a weapon ,the glint of metal catching the light .The crack of the gunshot reverberated through the house sharp and deafening .Pain exploded in my side , and i stumbled backward , the world around me fading as they dashed past me ,their footsteps echoing in the silence that followed and i heard then cursing and shouting and one voice sounded so familiar but i couldn't reckon where i heard it.As darkness closed in , i felt the cold floor beneath me the distant sound of sirens approaching -a haunting reminder of the chaos that just happened and then it was lights out for me