Falling in

Tangle

I've been chasing love for a while now,
never really knew how.
I've been chasing love for years
so I spilled many tears,
I've been chasing a love that's clear
where there's no more fear.

I know with you
I wouldn't shed a tear
and mistakes wouldn't be so dear.

You speak well
when you call yours
a golden love,
for to me
it hasn't brought pain
but only extreme joy.

The only pain is
the thought of refusal,
of living in dreams
only I have,
that you won't come near.

Nonetheless I'll keep you dear,
In my mind's rear,
never really dropping the spear.

I don't want to let go
but I don't want to annoy you,
just say you want me too
And I'll abandon all my fear.

My confusion is now
sparking more then ever:
in my dream you talk to me,
in reality he's signed Hamster
and lives not on your shoulder
but on your mind.
It's not the first time
I hear this name from your pen
but this time
the world whole on the shoulders mine fell.

Tainted we are
and so we should be
but I hope it's you and me
for your muse is so lucky.