The boy behind the god words.

making things to let us know apart.

After that party last night nag decide kami pumunta sa Isang resort where all of us can rest.

Aiah: gwen sama ka samin ha

Gwen: y-yeah

Sheena: wag nyo pilitin pag ayaw.

Gwen just nodded and left,

Maloi: ano ba kasing meron sayo te init lagi ng ulo mo dun eh apaka tahimik naman ni gwen

Sheena: I hate him like trying to be good boy amputa

Mikha: but he is haha

Sheena: Ewan ko sainyo

Pumunta nako sa room ko para sana mag ayos na ng gamit, sumilip ako sa bintana and I saw gwen sitting on the bench outside, she's petting some cats rinig na rinig ko kung pano sya maki pag usap sa mga cats.

G: hmmm hey there cutie, hindi ka ba napapagod? ako kasi napapagod nako sana pusa nalang ako no? So I can escape to reality

After that words he said, tumayo na sya para pumasok siguro para mag ayos nang gamit nya.

Hindi ko alam naguguluhan ako, Is he okay? Pero diba nga good boy sya, eh bakit sya napapagod or may problema?

Stacy: huy tulala ka jan ah Tara na daw sa car

Sheena: ah wait! Susunod ako!

I rush packing my things and sumunod na rin sa car.

While we are at the car, everyone is talking about random things, and ofcourse there's gwen who's always quite.

Colet: gi? uminom ka na ba ng meds m-

Gwen: ah! Oo okay wag mo na ituloy pa

Sheena: uminom nang what??

Gwen: wala yon.

I was confused anong meds? May sakit ba to?? Hayst ang gulo.

We arrived at the resort dumeretso din kami kaagad sa mga rooms namin.

Sheena: Gwen!

Gwen: hm?

Sheena: yung hoodie mo naiwan mo sa car, here ohh

Gwen: ah thank you ah.

Sheena nodded.

Ang bilis nang pang yayari wala nanaman sya sa Paligid namin,

Mikha: hayyyyy our gwen is a big boy na talaga hahahah

Sheena: bakit ba ganun sya? Ang weird nya amputa.

Maloi: mag kaiba lang kayo ng hilig that's why

Sheena: what ever.

Lumipas na ang ilang oras nag papahinga na yung iba dahil pagod sa byahe, mag ka roommate kami ni gwen pero wala sya sa room kanina pa yun ah?

I stood up and goes to the pool side malapit kasi dun ang bench sa tabing dagat.

There's gwen minding his own business.

Hindi ako agad lumapit I just watch him move, but..

Gwen: god please take me do I deserve this pain? Everything feels heavy everything feels a trapped.

Gwen: I want someone's shoulder god but who? sino ba yung nakaka intindi sakin?

Gwen: everyone was mean to me ma, please take me too.

She said while hugging her knees.

I don't know what to feel, pagod na sya pagod na pagod.

Sheena: you don't need to pretend that you are okay gi.

I said while sitting beside him.

G: ah? Andito ka pala okay lang ako baliw

Sheena: I heard everything, you are not okay gian.

Gwen didn't answer but he hugged me

Niyakap ko sya pabalik gusto ko maramdaman na safe sya kahit sa ganong paraan.

He's crying hard and sobbing and I can say that he's really tired that's why.

Sheena: always remember na kahit minsan wag ka mag pretend na okay ka when you are not, whenever is happening always remember na you have my shoulders to lean too okay?

I said while hugging gwen.

Gwen: thank you,

Sheena: no worries, now I know you na pagod ka pala talaga sa lahat.

I said while holding his hands.

Sheena: oh tara na sa room para makapag pahinga kana

Nag madali narin kami kasi umuulan nun.

We saw our friends looking at us, I just smiled and I know na naiintindihan nila yung mean ko.

Gwen: ah sa sofa nalang ako matutulog?

Sheena: tumabi kana saakin gian.

Gwen nodded.

I don't know why I does that but niyakap ko nang mahigpit si gwen before sleeping, and I know he feels it.