The chance to fight back from pain

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Gwen's pov 📍

After that talks with sheena, umuwi kaagad ako, gulong gulo na yung utak ko sa lahat to the point na ayaw ko na makausap silang lahat.

I'm scared that il hurt them by my words.

Pero nasasaktan rin naman ako ah? Paano ako.

I don't know what to do anymore, so I grabbed the book that I always read whenever feels heavy, unang bukas palang andun na agad yung page na para saakin

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I don't know what to do anymore, so I grabbed the book that I always read whenever feels heavy, unang bukas palang andun na agad yung page na para saakin.

After I posted that pic my notifications got boost, everyone was asking me if I'm okay, Kung pwedeng sabihin lahat nang sakit na nararamdaman ko sasabihin ko eh

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After I posted that pic my notifications got boost, everyone was asking me if I'm okay, Kung pwedeng sabihin lahat nang sakit na nararamdaman ko sasabihin ko eh.

I decide to go at the church and gym after since malapit na operation ko kailangan ko maging malakas.

Nag bihis nako para maka punta kaagad sa church.

God take everything I have in my mind right now, I'm tired please let me rest just for now, I promise I'm innocent and I know you know it god, do I deserve this pain? bakit saakin lahat ng blame god? what did I do to have this pain on my life? Ple...

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God take everything I have in my mind right now, I'm tired please let me rest just for now, I promise I'm innocent and I know you know it god, do I deserve this pain? bakit saakin lahat ng blame god? what did I do to have this pain on my life? Please take care of me god please.

I badly want to give up but that's not what I am, so please help me po gusto ko mag pahinga sa lahat.

I said while crying so hard.

Then someone sit beside me, it's an old girl.

👤: iha mag pahinga ka ha mag pahinga ka, pagod na pagod kana

She said while leaving.

Its my second encounter laging may nag sasabi saakin ng ganun.

Umalis nako ng church para mag gym sana pero medjo hinihingal ako kaya nag Plano ako umuwi.

SHEENA POV

I saw that post from Gwen's account I badly want to hug her right now alam ko kung paano ka gulo ang isip nya ngayon.

I was one of the reason why is she struggling right now, sorry gwen I'm sorry

Gustong gusto ko yakapin si gwen pero umiiwas nanaman sya, as I promise babawi ako sakanya hindi man ngayon pero I promised that all of your pain means something bebe

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Gustong gusto ko yakapin si gwen pero umiiwas nanaman sya, as I promise babawi ako sakanya hindi man ngayon pero I promised that all of your pain means something bebe.

Gustong gusto ko yakapin si gwen pero umiiwas nanaman sya, as I promise babawi ako sakanya hindi man ngayon pero I promised that all of your pain means something bebe

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I decide to post something meant to me hindi ko masabi sakanya pero I know na makikita nya to, so I post it here anyway.

Hindi ko na maipakalma sarili ko I decide to chat gwen, hindi man to mag reply pero I want to check on her.

Hindi ko na maipakalma sarili ko I decide to chat gwen, hindi man to mag reply pero I want to check on her

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Mas cold pa sa yelo eh pero atleast I know na kumain kana.

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