a hambebe au where in gwen is a church men and very nonchalant but hiding some pain inside, and there is sheena who's been a club girl who's always annoyed to gwen, but everything changed when she noticed Gwen's pain, and their staying at one contra...
After that performance, I started enjoying myself again.
I'm back at my routine, going to church and gym after.
I'm used to this ang saya ko pag nagagawa ko yung nakasanayan ko.
Even tho may pain kahit papano I still socialize with my friends, I don't want them to feel na wala ako pag kailangan nila ako.
Ang saya ko ulit, walang gulo walang sagabal saamin.
Each day passed by mas lalong dumami ang bonding namin ni sheena, I love her and i mean it.
Mag kaiba kami ng hilig, pero we still do some ways para mag ka intindihin.
Sheena: bebe bebe! I want to come with you sa church
Gwen: what'? first time mo ata yan
mikha: wow buti naman naisipan mo
Sheena: ano ba syempre kahit naman dati nag sisimba nako, pero hindi lagi
Gwen: what' ever hahah tara samahan nyo ko
Colet: yown!!! wait I ready ko na yung car
I'm so happy na kahit sa maliit na paraan napapa saya nila ako, I want to stay here forever please ilayo mo samin yung problema.
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We enjoyed listening to the mass, lalo na ako nakasanayan ko to eh
Gwen: god please let me enjoy this for now, please just for now take my pain away I want to enjoy myself too, kahit sandalii lang po.
Gwen: please let me have a chance to love sheena, alam kong maraming problema pero sabi nga nila if you love someone you'll make ways right?
Gwen: please god pagod na po ako sa sunod sunod na problema, Just for now let me enjoy my young age.
I said while crying silently.
Sheena: bebe? Are you crying
Gwen: n-no im okay,
Sheena: hay nako umiiyak ka nga!
Gwen: well hindi na ba normal kay gwen yun?
I said while laughing.
Sheena: bebe! Ewan ko sayo
We laughed.
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We enjoyed every moment we have together, we won't know if mauulit pa ba ito.
Our friends was looking at me while smiling, I'm so soft for that I want them to be happy too.
Maloi"s mom arrived on the church, we Didn't expect na we have same schedule with them.
M'm: andito pala kayo?
Maloi: ma! na miss kita
M'm: anak! kamusta kayo okay lang ba kayo?
Colet: okayy lang po kami tita, kayo po?
M'm: okay lang kami, gwen?ikaw kamusta ka?
Gwen: a-ah okay lang po ako tita na miss ko ho kayo.
M'm: ayokong sabihin to, pero hangang maaga pa gusto ko mag enjoy ka hindi mo alam kung anong plano at paninira ang gagawin sayo ng tatay mo
Maloi: ma! Ano ba
Gwen: ah okay lang po tita, expected na yun kay papa
Gwen: salamat po sa pag aalala,
M'm: Sige sya, uuwi na rin ako dahil may kailangan pa aasikasohin.
She said before leaving the church.
Mikha: g-gwen uwi na tayo.
Skip time📍
I was resting on my room, I decide to go at the balcony to get some fresh air.
Gwen: deserve ko ba to?
Gwen: masasaktan nanaman ba ulit ako?
Gwen: can't my family love me too?
Gwen: kasi ako, mahal na mahal ko sila eh lahat isasacrifice ko for them.
Gwen: pero ang sakit na po kasi eh, kelan ko ba nararamdaman yung pag mamahal nila?
Hangang kelan ba ko mag hihirap sa lahat?
Laging masasaktan nalang ba?
Gustong gusto ko mag pahinga, pero hindi pwede kasi madidisapoint sila
Saan bako lulugar?
Putangina pagod nako, pagod na pagod!
I said while crying so hard, I was sobbing all the time begging for god to take my pain away, sana pwedeng umalis at mag pakalayo layo, gustong gusto ko mag pahinga.
As I close my eyes trying to fall asleep on the couch on my balcony, there's a message I received on my phone.
