Jay Merrick x female reader

~11~|Finding Out/Argument| Entry #59

(Y/n)'s POV: 

Jay put the camera on the dashboard so both of us are in frame "Tim called me a little while ago and told us to meet him out here to talk about something. He didn't say what it was. But we assume it has something to do with what all happened at the abandoned hospital a few days ago, which didn't really go as well as we hoped it would, even though I didn't know how we expected it to go" Jay says putting his head in his hands and sighing "we don't know what all Tim remembers and what he doesn't remember, and what he's lying about remembering and not remembering" Jay says "but, regardless, I don't think he's gonna be buying our cover story for much longer, and even if he did, it's not really doing much good by this point. So, as nervous as it makes us to do this, we think when he gets here. We're going to come clean with him and tell him the truth about what all's been going on these past few years. It may make him mad, it may get him on our side. We don't know what's gonna happen. But maybe it'll lead to some answers if we're lucky" I say then reach over and turn the camera off. 

*Timeskip* 

We both saw Tim pull into the parking lot he told us to meet him. Jay reached over and turned the camera on, as we watched Tim pull up beside us "alright, that's him" Jay says picking up the camera and getting out. We both get out of the car, Tim also gets out of his car and he looks pissed. He's walking pretty fast and doesn't even look at me he just walks up to Jay "Tim listen I-" Jay was going to say but Tim punched him in the face before he could say anything else "HEY" I yell walking up "back up" I set in between them "I said back up" I say again walking up to him a bit making him step back. He looks at Jay who's still on the ground coughing "student film, you lying piece of....!" Tim yells at us as I back up he steps closer "stay there" I say and he stops "so after our little field trip, I couldn't help but shake this feeling that there was something funny about you two. So, I do a search for Marble Hornets and you wanna know what I find" Tim says "we were going to tell you tonight Tim, we swear" I say "oh tonight, tonight. Not last week whenever you drive me up to that hospital to chase after whoever that guy was, huh" Tim yells as Jay stands up I stand next to Jay "not three months ago whenever you followed me outside of my own doctor's office" Tim yells "we had to make sure we could trust you, if you've seen the entries can you blame us" I yell back "I can blame you two for a lot of things right now" Tim says as both me and him breath hard "what were we supposed to do, just walk up to you and ask you about it" Jay says Tim coughs "so much from the last few years makes so much sense now. I was feeling fine. I was getting better and then *he coughs*. Imagine waking up one morning in the back seat of your car, miles away from home, with blood in your hair, and you have no idea how that happened. Imagine waking up one morning with your leg broken, and no memory whatsoever of that happening. Think about that! Imagine not being able to keep a job because you call into work one morning, and they say "oh we're sorry, we had to fire you because we haven't heard from you for the last three weeks" he says coughing at the end "Tim" Jay tries to say "but then it suddenly stops, and I start getting better, and I can hold steady work and I can function like a normal human being for once in my life and then suddenly you two show up putting a camera in my face, bringing back old memories, like it couldn't possibly have any effect on anyone else. And you're not even trying to fix and of this. All you do is point you're camera at every little thing that happens. How does that help anybody" Tim yells "in case something happens, I want people to know" Jay yells back "like who, who the hell is gonna care" Tim yells back "ME, I care dammit" I yell at him stepping in between the two "what are you guys trying to gain from all this, I've seen it myself. Alex points a gun at you, and your first instinct is to film it, you psychopath!" Tim yells "I'm a psychopath" Jay laughs "you really wanna call me a psychopath after all this video-" Jay continues but gets cut off by Tim "shut up, I'm not a psychopath, it's all Alex's fault, him and whatever that is that follows him around. Somehow they're responsible for me being this way, and you both knew about it. You knew about it for three years and you never said a thing. And you" Tim yells looking at me for once "what happened to the (Y/n) that hated keeping secrets from her friends, my little sister" Tim yells at me "I did hate it, I hated every second of if" I say "then why didn't you tell me" he yells at me "we didn't know if we could trust you anymore, and Jay already told you he wanted you're help a few years ago so why would I lose the trust of one of my only friend that cared enough" I yell back "he doesn't care he just wants your help, god why are you so stupid" Tim yells at me "I'm not stupid, he called me almost every month, but you and the others I haven't heard from sense collage. you wanna tell me how long ago that was" I yell with tears in my eyes "huh, tell me how long ago that was" I yell at Tim he doesn't answer "you don't have an answer so don't give me that" I yell at him "how was I supposed to know you wouldn't try to kill me at any minute, we just came to you now because we need your help" Jay yells behind me and Tim pants "oh my help? My help with what" Tim says still breathing hard "there's this girl, Jessica, she's disappeared and I know Alex had to do something with it" Jay says "oh you do. How do you know that? Who exactly is Jessica, huh? Somebody you met in a hotel once? Somebody you've spoken to for a grand total of twice? How do you have any proof that Alex had anything to do with her disappearing, because as far as I could tell, she was doing just fine until she met you! Maybe Alex isn't the problem, maybe you're the problem!" Tim yells "I don't just need your help with her, I need your help with all of this" Jay yells back "what makes you think I wanna help you two" Tim yells there was a second of silence "what is it you want" Jay yelled "okay, obviously your not very good at this, so you two can keep looking for whoever this Jessica is, but here's what's gonna happen: we're gonna get into our own separate cars, go our own separate ways, go to our own separate homes, and I'm gonna try and forget like I even met you two in the first place" Tim says walking to his car by this point I've got tears running down my cheeks I'm angry that Tim doesn't understand there's just a lot of emotions going on. Jay picks up the camera and walks over to Tim's car "Tim, wait, just listen to me" he says "no, you listen to me! You two can keep making your little detective videos all you want, but do me a favor and stay outta my life!" Tim yells getting into his car and drives away. I sit on the ground with my head in my hands trying to wipe away the tears "dammit" I say wiping my tears. Jay sets the camera on the roof of his car and puts his hands on the roof putting a hand to were Tim punched him then turns off the camera. I stand up and get into the car. Jay gets in the car and I wipe my tears again sniffing a bit "you okay" he asks "yeah I'm fine" my voice breaks a bit giving me away "it'll be okay" he says "I know it will" I wipe my tears again sniffing. 

*Timeskip* 

We get back to the hotel and get inside the room. I put my pistol, keys, and my pills on the bedside table. I also set my bag on the floor by the bedside table, I lay down facing the wall. 

Jaybirds POV:

Ever since we got in the car (Y/n) hasn't said anything. We got inside the room and she just set her stuff down and laid there "you okay" I asked her she nodded her head and got out of bed, grabbed her bag, my keys for some reason, and went outside presumably to smoke. 

I just finished setting up the camera when she came back inside with a photo in her hand 'that's what she took my keys for' she set my keys back down, took her bag off, and laid down with her back facing me. After a few minutes I heard her sniffling as she looked at the photo. I wanted to talk to her and tell her it was okay but I knew she didn't want to talk and I wasn't going to make her. I know how much she cares for her friends and even if Tim doesn't want anything to do with us anymore that's not going to stop her from caring about him. I laid in bed next to her "night night (N/n)" I said and she nodded. 

I couldn't decide which I wanted to name this chapter so I used both. The picture (Y/n) brought inside after smoking was a picture of her and Tim when the group went out to eat one day. (Y/n) and Tim were sitting next to each other wearing matching outfits.