Jay Merrick x female reader

~12~|Medical Documents| Entry #60.5

We've carefully read through all the medical documents that were in the tunnel. We're making this video as a record of the information we found on them.

(Y/n)'s POV: 

I was laying on the bed looking at the pictures I collected of me and Tim over the years as Jay made the video of the medical documents we found. He had let me look at them in the car and I found three papers with my name on it all about me just like 10 (???) with Tim's. 

Jaybirds POV: 

I had the camera set up to were it was facing the wall. I cough a bit as I grab the papers, I walk over to the camera and sigh "first of all, some of the information on these forms has been redacted and (Y/n) asked me not to put her records up here. I don't think the hospital where these came from is responsible for this. I think whoever left these for us in the tunnels is the one responsible because the marker that redacted it looks to be the same thickness as the one that wrote on the folder itself" I say holding up the folder and papers side by side then drop them "first form is a pediatric admission profile from 1995. Source of information is listed as Tim's mother. Reason for admission, chief complaint is insomnia, headache, possible disorder. I have no idea what that means. That's really vague" I say flipping the page.

 I look over the other page and flip it again "he's listed here on an anticonvulsant as a seizure precaution. Then under it, it says he has a history of falls. Which I'm assuming has something to do with seizures" I pause and flip the page "under pain history assessment, on a scale of one to ten, it says his pain is a 6 from frequent headaches. There's also an emotional barrier of learning. I, not sure what that could be" I close those papers and grab the other for Tim "filled out on the same day is a pediatric admission assessment. First two chief complaints are the same. Headaches, insomnia, and a third one. What is more specific than possible disorder? I don't know, I guess I'll never know it's been redacted" I flip to the other page "down here it says 'do you feel safe in your home?' and 'are you afraid of anyone' apparently answered yes at first, but then changed it to no" I flip the page again.

I look over the page then turn it to the next page that's almost completely redacted "alright under 'comfort, rest, and sleep" it says he's unable to fall asleep easily. Averaging about 4 hours a night. Pain is listed as a six out of ten, it says. Location is the head, duration is two to four hours. Chronic, greater than six months. Aggravated by taking, I don't know what that could possibly signify" I flip the page again.

The next page the bottom is completely redacted "on the next to last page for Tim, near the bottom, it makes note that he ran away from home two something ago. Could have been days, weeks, months, hours, minutes, I don't know. But it does say he was found at Rosswood park" I flip the page.

This one has no redaction on it "last page for Tim is a fall risk assessment. With checks next to confused, disoriented, hallucinating, combative and also a medical history of syncope, seizures, and postural hypertension. With seizures underlined" I say flipping the page. 

This page has mild redaction "next is a delayed therapy communication form from 2002 for a monthly session. Only reason given here is patient or family uncooperative. Anything else that could possibly be any use to me has been redacted" I sigh letting it fall to the floor. 

I grab another paper off of the desk "next is a brief operative progress note. Everything on it is entirely redacted except for the month and day, January 10th and the symbol which obviously we've seen many many times before. I don't, we're trying to figure out why this one is in here. Was this person just trying to intimidate us with the symbol? Or trying to tell us something? Did Tim have some kind of surgery? If so what was it for, I don't know, I don't know" I sigh and pick up another paper "last form is a suicide or self harm assessment tool. Tim scored a 14 which was high risk. Right here it says unwilling to contract or unable to contract because of impaired reality testing, hallucinations underlined. Symptoms, hopelessness, anger or rage, and anhedonia, which I looked up and apparently is the inability to experience happiness or pleasure from things. Also, replies were questionable. So who knows if he was lying about anything on here" I say holding the paper up in full frame. 

I hold up a picture "and under all those forms, what is this picture?  It's kind of blurry but it's of Tim, (Y/n), and I the night Tim found out all we've been doing without telling him. And this written on the back" I say flipping the picture to see 'WATCHING' written on it "we don't remember seeing anyone else out there that night. Of course I wasn't really super aware of my surroundings after being punched in the face" I say setting the picture down and picking the folder back up "there's nothing else written on the folder itself besides this on the front and this on the back" I say flipping the folder around to see blotches of marker making a face "nothing on the inside here. Nothing really special worth noting about the doll that was down there either. These forms and this picture, that's all I get" I say holding the forms and picture up. 

After reading through everything, it looks like Tim was dealing with this stuff for most of his life. And we might have made it worse. We're still not sure what to do from here.