Jay Merrick x female reader

~20~|Where? Where Am I Going?| No Entry

(Y/n)'s POV: 

I have no idea where I'm going. I miss Tim and Jay. I don't know why I left actually I take that back I know why I left, I left because I was mad. Well now I miss them and I'm too stubborn to go back. I think as I adjust my bag that was hanging off of my shoulder "it's cold dammit" I say to myself "well you should've brought a jacket" I say again "well I didn't think about it" I say winning the argument I had with myself I hear my phone buzz and I pick it up seeing it was Jay calling so I do what the most logical thing is and ignore it as the stubborn person I'am. I keep walking and find myself walking down a street on a sidewalk.

 I keep walking and walk into town and into a gas station and get a drink then I walk out and go into a hardware store and get a zip up hoodie, knife just in case I see Him and Alex or the hooded guy, and flashlight "whatcha runnin' from dollface" the cashier asks me with a smirk "my life" I say as I pay and grab my stuff. Once I get outside the store I set my bag down on a bench, grab the  hoodie and put it on after I bite off the tag. I grab my cigarettes and lighter from my pocket and light one of the cigarettes opening the knife and putting it in my pocket before standing up and grabbing the bag and putting the flashlight in my pocket and throwing away the bag "this is not how I like spending my Monday night" I say again to myself "wouldn't be the first time" I say. 

I walk into a store and get a camera and chest mount "this is the same one Jay has" I say to myself holding the camera and the lady in the isle looks at me weird. I mean who wouldn't? Seeing a 25 year old woman in a (f/c) tank top, leggings, black converse, a hoodie a little to big for her, looking tired with a big bruise on her shoulder and she's talking to herself yeah I'd look at her weird too. I walk up to the check out and set it on the belt and the lady at the cash register looks at me worried. She's a darker lady around 30ish with long brown hair and tight curls  which is pulled back into a mid ponytail "what" I ask "you okay hun" she asks in a bit of an accent "yeah I'm fine" "what's going on of course you don't have to tell me" "I just had an argument with my older brother and boyfriend" I say looking down at the card reader as I pay and she bags the camera "is that how you got the bruise" she asks "no that's been there for around a week" I say glancing at my shoulder "does your boyfriend hit you" "no ma'am my boyfriend is a good man he would never lay his hands on a woman nor another man" "well it seems like you scored yourself one huh" "yeah he's a good man just insufferable sometimes doesn't really get along with my older brother" I say and she laughs and looks at her watch "I get off in a bit want to wait outside for a bit so we can keep talking" "I ain't got nothing better to do so sure" I say, grab the bag, and walk out. Once I get out I again find a bench and set the bag there and grab the camera "shit I need to charge it dammit" I yell frustrated with tears in my eyes from frustration getting even more weird looks from people as a mom pulls her a daughter closer to walk inside. I sit down on the bench like a pissy teenager with my arms crossed. The cash register lady walks out and looks at me before sitting next to me, I wipe my tears and fiddle with the camera in my hands "you okay" she asks "yeah I'm good I just didn't realize I needed to charge this and I kind of need it before I can go anywhere and there's no place for me to charge it" I say the tears of frustration coming back as I lean forward with my elbows on my knees and my head in my hands "I can give you a ride to my house and you can charge it there and then leave if you want" she offers "that'd be nice" I say wiping my tears away and looking at her "my names Athena" "like the Greek goddess of wisdom and warfare?" I look at her laughing a bit as she nods "my names (Y/n) nice to meet you" "nice to meet you too" she says standing up and holding her hand out for me to take. I take her hand, stand up, and follow her as she walks to her car. I get into the passenger seat and she starts her car "so (Y/n) tell me a bit about yourself" Athena says turning down the radio so she can hear me "well there's a lot about me um I live with my boyfriend right now well we really don't have a place to live but um I have an older brother named Tim he's not really my brother I just say he is because we've known him for a long time. My friends names are Seth, Brian, Alex, Jessica, Amy, and Sarah I went to college just barley finished though um I'm also schizophrenic and have separation issues because my parents left me in a mental hospital when I was six" I say staring at the dashboard then when I'm done I look at Athena "oh I'm sorry they left you there" "yeah but that's how I met Tim he's one of my best friends I'd take anything for him a bullet- heck I'd be sawed in half for him" I laugh a bit (I watched the first Terrifier movie the other day) she nods "you must care a lot about him" "yeah I do he was one of my first friends and after something happened we lost touch and the begging of college I met him again and my boyfriend and all my other friends" I say and Athena nods as we pull into her driveway I'm assuming "this is my house" she says getting out. I also get out and follow her to the door and she unlocks it before going in "you can stay where you like for how long you need too" she says and I smile "thank you so much Athena" "you're welcome sugar now let's get that camera plugged in" "oh yeah" I say and follow her into the kitchen and she gives me a block for it. I plug in the camera and go sit down on the couch.