Jay Merrick x female reader

~12~|Going Back| Entry #60

Jaybirds POV: 

I woke up in the next morning and looked at (Y/n), she was still holding the picture of her and Tim. I smiled at the memory but stopped smiling after realizing how hard it must be on (Y/n) since Tim has always been like an older brother figure for her. Now that I think about it, all of this must be hard for her. I mean after college we all split and yesterday she said that I was the only one that talked to her after college. I also remembered that one time she told us we were her family. I saw she had tear stains on her face. I got up and got dressed, I decided to go out and get some breakfast for both of us. I took a piece of paper and wrote 'if you're reading this right now I though it'd be nice to go get breakfast I'll be back in a bit -Jay' grabbed the camera, my keys, and walked out.

(Y/n)'s POV: 

I woke up and rolled over expecting to see Jay but he wasn't there. I sat up 'he's not in the room, the bathroom lights off so he's not in there. His bag is still here so he's not leaving for a long time' I think as I look over and see the note from Jay "oh" I smile "at least he didn't leave" I say getting up and getting dressed. 

Jaybirds POV: 

I pulled into the parking lot at the hotel to see (Y/n) all dressed and outside smoking. She saw the car and threw her cigarette, put it out and ran towards me throwing her arms around my neck "don't leave me like that again please" she said I smiled "I won't" I say and hug her back. She lets go and we grab the food and the camera. She runs inside the room holding the bag of food. She jumps on the bed and sets the food down in front of her "I was so hungry" she says I smile and close the door behind me. I set the camera on the desk and walk over to the bed, she takes the food out of the bag and takes her pick of breakfast. She takes a bite of (favorite breakfast food) "mmmmm" she says 'she's so cute' I think. We eat breakfast and after we both lay down. (Y/n) I laying on her back staring at the ceiling and I'm watching tv "do you ever get scared that you'll lose all you're friends" (Y/n) asks out of no where "no" I look at her "do you" I ask "well ever since the end of college and except you no one would call me anymore, so yeah" she said "mmm" I hum "and after Tim said he was done with us that just made it worse" she said still staring at the ceiling. She finally looked at me "can you promise you won't leave" she says sitting up, I smile "yeah I won't leave" I say "pinky promise" she says holding out her pinky "I pinky promise" I hook my pinky with hers she smiles a bit. She takes her pinky away from mine "me and Tim made the same promise but I know you're not like him" she said laying back down. I look down at her "I'm going back to the hospital today you wanna come" I asked "not really, but I don't know what else I'd do with out you" she said looking at me I smile "alright" I say. 

After a bit we grab our things and get in the car, (Y/n) reaches back into the box of pictures and pull another picture of her and Tim in matching outfits, she smiles at the picture "god I wish we never lied to him" she says "I just want my big brother" she continues with tears in the corner of her eyes "you know you and Tim act like you really are related" I say she looks over "really, how" she asks wiping her tears "you both are calm, level headed, and have a good sense of humor" I say "the only humor I have are orphan jokes, and telling someone I'll take their organs and sell them on the black market" she chuckles a bit "well the entire group agreed that you two act the same, and sometimes argue like siblings" I say "yeah well last night wasn't like siblings" she says looking out the window "I know" I sigh "I'm sorry" I say "for what" she asks looking at me "I started the lie and I made you sad because he didn't take it well" I say "it'll be okay maybe he'll watch this and see that we really are sorry for lying, I know you cut down all the hours of footage but keep this in" she says smiling at me "okay I will" I say looking at her, seeing her looking at the picture again. She had tears in her eyes "you know it's okay to cry" I say "what do you mean" she asks wiping the tears.